Hi B,
It's been five days since we last talked... I miss you everyday... evrey minute and every second.. I hate to admit this but Im still longing for you... Im still waiting for you.. for our time to be together...
But I guess Im waiting and hoping for nothing.. we can never be together because Im unfortunately married with two kids... Being stuck in a loveless marriage kills me... Im dying and yearning to be with you.. 13 years have passed and I can't believe that my love for you has never changed... In fact, it's getting stronger everyday. In a short span of time that we reconnected, I felt so special and loved... We had so many plans that I have to let go now... As much as I want to get mad at you for choosing to love yourself a bit more... I cant. I cant because I cant demand for something that I myself cannot give... I can't be with you...
For the past days that we've stopped communicating, you were never out of my mind.. my heart.. I wanna talk to you but I dont wanna bother you anymore.. If I have to endure all of this pain alone.. I will. I LOVE YOU and I will wait for our time... if not in this lifetime.m maybe in our next life.. take care of yourself...
