I sat their looking at him in complete shock , I tried not to show it on my face but knowing I was failing at it horribly all I could do was laugh a little. " how did you know I was going to order that.. I could have just orderd a normal mocciato "
He froze and a scared look on his face appeared I laughed " I'm totally kidding Jacob I guess we both have good taste in coffe" he laughed it off and ran his fingers through his hair, I was starting to realize new things about him by the second he finally spoke up "So tell me about yourself" I honestly don't like to talk about myself because my life isn't anywhere near perfect and its hard to live let alone hear the words come out of my mouth " theirs not much to me really" he looked at me a little confused but seemed more interested to hear about it so he kept pushing it o till I finally spilled like water out of a faucet " well my life Is very far from perfect. I live in a foster home I'm the oldest out of all the kids their.. I don't have much to call my own except my foster mom , she's all I got. When I was born my mom dropped me on her door step in the middle of a cold winter night which is how I got my name . " by now I was starting to tear up. " ive never even seen a picture of her, she's never visited me and not one trace of her was left behind , sometimes I wonder if she's even thinking about me or if she even cares about my well being " I look out the window running my finger around the rim of my coffee cup as tears start to fall along my cheeks. " the house I stay in is far too small for us, and my foster mom is barely able to keep up with the bills on her own so I help when she needs it, but its hard living with out my REAL family, I don't even know if I have any little brothers or sisters " by this time I couldn't keep the tears from falling and I honestly didn't want too . for so long I had held it in and maybe this would be the time I let it all out, but I stopped myself and decided not to say anything else about me . I looked at Jacob and a look of sorrow filled his eyes .. I smiled and whiped them away "I'm sorry to hear that I hope everything works out and untill then I'll be right by your side " I smiled and he told me about his family and all the wonderful things they did together as we finished our coffee .
