If my heart can speak

Shallow Deep

You are my reflection and I gaze into nothingness

You are cold and wise but you just go in circles

As this feeling never seem to end

You are headed for trouble

So obnoxious, you mess with your heart again

You think you have always been free

From wrong, all your life you lived to be

Searching for truth that was always there...

You left and I loved it

I suffered and you take it all...

If this emotion is foolish for you

Just stop making me feel this way...

Why open my scars and hurt me all over?

Why touch my heart and let it bleed?

You had my mind like you own it...

Give it back 'coz you're killing it...

Pause for awhile and let me live...

Not for you, not for me but for what's meant.

I would leave all behind and just stay where you are.

Don't open the doors to see me standing there...

Don't open your windows to see me whisper...

I've heard you screaming to get away...

I've seen you lying in my broken pieces...

I've felt your rejoice in my torture...

Just stop making me feel this way...

As I peer through sunny skies ... I will see again

Not through you or for you...

As I hear air's lullabies... I will hear again...

Not through you or for you...

It has never been you or for you...

But for me...

'Coz I did love you only to complete me....