When Life Actually Gets Little Bit Better... But Also Gets A Little Bit Worse

Chapter 13

Harry's POV: 

I lay on one of the white leather couches staring intently at the cieling of the plane trying to ignore the fact Bri is wrapped up in someone elses arms tonight only because I was dick. All I want right now is pull into my arms apologize a million times and kiss her deeply and have her fall in asleep in my arms. That's all I want but I can't have it. 

I turned my head regretably, Bri was lying on Lou's stomach ,on the couch across from me. She was sleeping soundlessly. She looked so peaceful and adorable, I wish I could just carress her cheek as she slept. All I can do is wish of what I could do if I was with her.  

Its weird to think that I'm stongly attracted to this girl and I've only known her for a couple days. My mind only thinks of her and my freamland his filled with her face. I don't know why and I don't care. I just want her and not like how treated the other girls. I would actually treat like lady should be treated. I wouldn't want her to see me as another regret but she already does. She regrets every thinking about in any possible way she had. 

Lou wiggled a little bit breaking me from my depressing thoughts. He turned his head in my direction and we locked eyes. But he closed his instantly not even wanting to look at me. He's my best mate and now he can't even look at me. It hurts, I shouldn't of done what did to Bri. I know that, now, but I can't change the past but I sure as hell make my future different than what they think the outcome will be. 

"Lou do you hate me?" I whisper asked as quietly as I could not to wake the others. His eyes lazily opened. 

"No, but I wish you would realize that one little harmless insult to you is as worse to her 'cause she's fragile. Mate, you need to apologize.No mater what Sam says. She needs an apologise from you and only you." He whispered back a monologe of the truth, or what seemed like a monologe. 

"I know, but she hates me now. I know it." I whispered back my voice cracking a little bit. 

"No she doesn't, she's just hurt right now. Just a fragile, breakable little thing. Just apologize. Please." Lou begged and I nodded knowing he was probably right. I rolled over closing my eyes and pressing face up againsst the back of the couch. Bri's beautiful appeared in my mind right as I fell into a deep sleep. 

 Bri's POV: 

*Dream Begins*

I was awoken by the slight squirm beneath which is weird because pillows don't move. I was going to fluff my strange pillow once my hand touche the surface everything flooded back from what happen last night. Images roaming through my eyelids making an unwanted sob leak out. I quickly kept the rest them from being exposed to be sure not to wake  the others around me. 

I looked down at very peaceful sleeping Lou, who looked so cute as he made the weirdest facial expressions. I watched him carefully chuckling quietly to myself. I hear the creaking of the couch beside me, my head snaps in the direction making sure I hadn't awoken anyone. It was Harry tossing and turning in his sleep as he does just like I do. It was cute in a way ----- wait the hell am I talking about he insulted my weight. Purposely! Then played it off as if he hadn't done anything wrong. I was behind pissed and I remember hearing Sam's strict voice as I was on Lou's back weaping silently on the back of his shoulder. 

I looked out the window realizing it was already morning as the rays from the sun seeped in through the small round window just above the couch Harry was sleeping on. There was a building behind the blinding lights. The airport I believe, had we already arrived. Or was this just a pit stop or something? 

"Bri?" his husky sleepy sexy voice echoed through room bringing me back to reality. I looked down at his handsome face as a few loose curls fell over his beautiful green eyes. His expression was a little of confusion and tiredness making his face scrunch up in adorableness. 

"What?' I snapped not giving him the satisfaction of forgiveness which he isn't getting any time soon. 

"I'm sorry." he words fluttered and shot fireworks in my stomach making my heart race, I don't know why though," I'm truely sorry. I didn't me to hurt you like that I swear. The words just spilled out for some reason." He needed to stop talking, his voivce was getting louder and louder with each word. I quickly and carefully stumbled off of Lou. Thankfully I hadn't woken him up. I jumped onto Harry's lap making him groan loudly. Damn it! He needs to be quiet.

"Okay I get it but please be quiet so you don't wake the others!" I whispered yelled at him as I covered his mouth with my hands. "I'll forgive if you be quiet." I felt him smile beneath my hand right before he licked it. I screached loudly pulling my hands away quickly and wiping it on his shirt. I smacked as well but he wrapped his arms around my waist puling hard on his chest. Our faces inches away and I couldn't help but look at his pink plump lips. 

"Kiss me and I will." He smirked. I smirked to knowing very well he wanted me to kiss him on the lips but I had a better idea. I brushed my lips against his and swiftly placed a light kiss on his cheek and pulled away smirking happily. He frowned not liking what I gave him. 

"Deal with it. You didn't say where." I defended raising my hands up in defeat. He frowned sgsin and grabbed my face ramming our lips together. Our lips were moving in sync and he licked my bottom lip for an entrance that i refuse to allow. He groaned, sliding his hand from my face down my my back leaving tingles all the way down to my ass grabbing making a gasp escape my mouth. He took advantage of that by sticking his tongue in my mouth dominating mine almost immediatly.  I pulled away knowing very well nothing can happen between us. I know weird that I'm saying this but I can't be someone's play thing anymore I'm done with that. I also don't want to be in a relationship with someone with someone who's only known for womanizing and who is always being bombarded by the paps. 

"What's up." He asked frowning a bit from my stopping the heat moment. I didn't know how tosay this. I didn't want to affend his ego. 

"We can't keep doing this." I blurted out motioning our position. He scrunched his eyebrows in confusion. 

"What do you mean?" He asked holding me tighter as if I were going to leave him. 

"Us. We can't be anything. It won't work." His face sadden completely he looked as if he was about to cry. 

"W-why?" He stuttered out. 

"Because of the paps and your fans. They'll ruin us as soon we begin. I'm not prepared for that and I barely know you. And Sam doesn't approve. Not that I'd listen. But we can't its just not suppose to happened." I got off of him struggling to remove his arms from around my waist. "We're just friends okay." with that I walked to the back to find Sam. I needed to talk to her about what is happening. Also I need to get off this plane I feel as if I can't breath.  

*End of Dream*

I shot up from Lou's hard uncomfortable chest and looked around trying to see if what happened was real. Sadly and thankfully, it hadn't. Harry was still asleep peacefully on the couch across from us and Lou was sleeping somehow still beneath me. I sighed in relief knowing everyone a five foot radius was still soundlessly asleep. 

I needed to talk to Sam. She would know what would be the outcome of this dream. What it quite possibly means. My heart won't stop racing and my breathing won't slow down. I'm way too giddy than normally. Man, I need to get a hold of myself before I explode, Literally. 

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

This all for tonight, Zayn POV next chapter for sure! BE ready