Violet Winter {Bucky Barnes X OC}

Author's Note

Hello! This book has been my baby for the last few years now. I started it back in 2021 and over the last few months I restarted it and completely rewrote most of it.

Now, I finally finished it and I've read through it twice and revised any mistakes. But I'm sure there will still be a few mistakes I've missed.

Although it's completely finished, I will be slowly uploading it onto here. There's a lot of chapters to add and I tried figuring out how to paste my work onto here with the original format, but that was a bust. So now, I have to add my italics back manually. I'm going to try to shoot for uploading 10 chapters a day, but we'll see how that goes and if I even have time to do that everyday.

I want to be completely transparent, it is a self insert/OC. My name isn't actually Sarina, but if I was in the MCU that would be my name. So, if you don't like that and choose not to read I absolutely understand. This is just my own personal work that I wanted to make for myself, but please keep the comments respectful.

It is a LONG book, my Novelist app says it is 852,005 words. So be prepared for heavy reading because GOLLY I don't know how to keep a book length reasonable🤦‍♀️ There's 140 some chapters and I nearly took it to 200 before telling myself I genuinely needed to stop.

I spent a long time debating whether I wanted to publish this or not. But, I worked too hard on this to only share it with my best friend. (Love you Kenz♡) She really encouraged me to post it and I do want the world of wattpad to see it, I just need to get over my fears of putting it out there. I'm so incredibly proud of this book, I poured my heart and soul into it and I hope people enjoy it the way I do.

As far as timing goes, in my universe Thanos DOES NOT EXIST. I refuse to have Nat or Tony die or the blip happen. Other than that just pretend like everyone lived happily ever after after civil war. Also, I never mentioned Wanda or Vison in my book, but in my mind they also live happily ever after somewhere in Europe.

I did my best with Bucky's characterization and I did a lot of research on him. He doesn't ever use the name doll, I feel like thats important to state. I think pre-war Bucky absolutely would've called someone doll, but post-hydra I don't think he would've. No offense to the people who enjoy the nickname doll. We all like what we like and there's no shame.

If anyone has questions feel free to ask.

Trigger warnings: kidnapping, child abuse and experimentation, captivity, torture, PTSD/trauma, nightmares, violence, gun violence, blood and injuries, death, murder, medical trauma, forced experimentation, stalking/threats, and mature sexual content.

Please read at your own discretion.

Let's also take a moment and pray that Bucky makes it out of Doomsday alive. Although, as the days go on, I'm beginning to think he's not making it. I swear if he dies, I AM NOT watching that movie.

If you read to here then thank you, I hope you enjoy! ~Sarah🩷