So I have just noticed something,
I have never been in love.
I cared for people way too much for what they gave back.
I have been with people who I thought I loved but in reality I felt nothing.
I don't know what it feels like to hate a month, a song, a smell or a place because it reminds us of someone.
I don't know what regretting someone feels like.
I don't even know how to get attached or what is that feeling.
I had relationships before, but have I really thought ?
What even is love ?
Suffering because of someone.
Being worried because they don't answer.
Missing them when you are not together.
Wanting to see them again even thought you broke up.
Do I really want that ?
And the answer is simple, no.
