I can hear strong winds from my right sounding like waves at the beach when the water finally reach the coast, it splashes and shifts the sand. Again and again and again, just chains of it.
There's a gap from a door and light shines through. Small, sole, very attentively demanding
This experience, this emotion, this feeling... guilt? Denial? Shame? Sadness? Sympathy? Grief?
Filthy Filthy Filthy Disgusting Disgusting
So painful Unbearable
Shame Shame? Worst, bad Immature of me Childish of me Again Again.
I'm so fucking sorry
I'm a horrible person Disgusting Shitty Ignorant
Agh
Scared A coward A coward
Please save me
I feel so lonely I feel so alone I don't want to be alone I need to get along with others
Others? Why so hard? Skill issue? Big skill issue?
I need to grow up I need more growth I need more tolerance
I stink I sour I smell I stink
I'm messy My room is—fuck, not even messy. Straight despair. Hell. Chaos. Psychosis. Pride. Shame. Denial. Avoidant. Fuck. Worse than an animal. Sick actually. Psychotic.
Leave me alone—actually no, save me. Help me. Accept me. Console me. Touch me. Understand me.
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Understand me
Make me worthy of existence
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