Theo:
Laura we're done with all your lying
And you slagging us off
So your not in the group anymore
Don't talk to us
Ever
Like its just pathetic at this point
Thats how the text started. One random Thursday afterschool. I didn't upset me at all though. I took it as an opportunity to annoy him.
Laura:
|and you slagging us off
I haven't
|so your not in the group anymore
Good
|Don't talk to us
Gladly
|like its just pathetic at this point
Says you you're a petty bitch
Now I know it looks bad but I promise this is not the worst that has happened.
A lot of things like being accused of calling people names to being left out by a group to even people making a hate club about me. It might look like I'm a bad person but i promise you if the people around me were nice I would also be nice. I think that's just how the brain works. Peaks of being autistic and having ADHD means that it's not dramatic signs which means no one knows I'm technically mentally ill. I've also mastered the skill of hiding depression.
One thing about depression is that people think that I'm working harder at school cause I'm just always sleeping. People also think I'm having a growth spert just because I am eating more food. Crazy what people can assume.
British people are commonly known for being overly dramatic and not knowing when something is happening.
Like when my 'friend' Hugo (who claims he's not gay) pushed me when my leg was locked so my hip popped really painfully. He didn't know that I was already in a pissy mood.
And when people piss me off, I go mental.
Let's just say the punch to the face and kick in the balls won me yet another fight.
But one thing about me is that when I get angry, I cry. Don't ask why. I think it just comes with the autism. All I know is that people think I got hurt. The only time I got hurt today is when I got an apple chucked at my head. And I'm not talking light throw. I'm talking about the apple splitting and pieces flying everywhere. Including in my freshly washed hair.
But enough about today. Let me tell you the people.
Now I know you are probably wondering who the fuck Theo is and why is he such a bitch. I was asking myself the same thing. Theo is a gay boy who thinks he owns the place when he really just doesn't. Then there's Hugo. Hugo is definitely gay but he just always denies it. He takes things too far and pisses everyone off. Then there's Olivia. Or Liv for short.
The start of her messages sounded the exact same to Theo's in my opinion.
Liv:
We know you've been slagging each of us off to each other
you slag me off to Isla and Theo and you slag then off to me.
Angry Scottish woman
Are you taking the piss?
Yes I did call her an angry Scottish woman. But I'm not wrong.
Which is exactly what I said next.
Laura:
Am I wrong?
I also don't slag Isla and Theo off to you.
I genuinely don't. She's pulled that one out of her ass. Her angry Scottish woman ass.
Let's just say the texts got way more messy and I ended up succeeding in pissing them both off.
My head is still pounding from the apple though.
Am I concussed?
YOU ARE READING
How can I stop?
Non-FictionLaura wants to be a better person. She really does. But she can't stop lying. It became a bad habit that has ruined everything..... But can she fix it? Based on real life.
