How far can you go for me? (SunSun)

Caught In My World

If sunoo wants something he'll get it no matter how crazy or how hard it is to obtain it.
He's no ordinary boy, he has a deep scar, so deep that he only lives in survival mode, not once was his mind relaxed, not even in his sleep which is the moment where you're  supposed to be lying in your bed, full of trust.

Not once has he felt love, or any form of happiness, the only rare times when you see him smile are in the times where he actually gains something from it. But it is of course not genuine.

Not a single soul knows, no one can even be close to what he thinks, the only thing he cares about, are his messed up made up plans, to reach his ultimate goal...

Maybe, we can call him a sociopath...

Sunoo, was staring mindlessly at the window on his right side that had a little wood crack that was almost not visible unless u really focused on it.

His eyes switched to another target.
A certain boy in his class, his eyes going saccadic when sunoo met his, as if he was guilty for doing something bad.

This caught sunoo's attention.
Sunoo expression was always plain, yet in that little moment, a slight smirk appeared. But disappeared the moment he refocused on the window crack.

Sunoo was a very beautiful boy, he would be the kind to make a straight man gay after just smiling at him.
But he found that boring and it didn't get him anywhere.

Yet that boy, who seemed to be starting at sunoo earlier, had a very good status in this society.

Park sunghoon...

He may have repeated a school year, so that made him one year older. And his mother worked as a president, in a company that brought millions to the country.

He's indeed a chaebol.

Sunoo's stare fixated again on the latter.
Analyzing the last. He had already memorized some things that could get him close to him.

The class ended and Sunoo immediately made his way to sunghoon.

"Hi my name is sunoo!" Sunoo smiled with his peach fair skin, and his cute fascinating lips that were plump and full. He giggled while waving his hand.

Sunghoon was stunned and forgot to respond.
Sunoo tilted his head acting confused.
"Is there something on my face?" He asked while keeping that smile on his face.

"N-no hi." Sunghoon responded avoiding eye contact.

Damn he's easy.

Sunoo held sunghoon's hand carefully in his.
"Your hands are so pretty do you take care of them?" Sunoo asked with an excited expression.

"Not really." Anyone could see that sunghoon ears were bright red.

Sunoo then leaned in next to his ear.
"You're lying right?" He whispered and gave an innocent look. That was one of his ways of flirting, even though it was his first time trying.

Sunghoon was startled. It was probably the first time that he was so flustered during  an interaction with a boy before.

Yet he didn't care, he liked what was going on.

In reality, sunghoon has liked Sunoo for the past 3 months , and sunoo knew, but he decided to act clueless because it was pointless, until now.

"Wanna come to my house, I heard you liked video games and I happen to have bought some new the other day but I'm really bad at it." Sunoo pouted his lips, still holding sunghoons hand while rubbing his thumb on his palm.

"Sure" sunghoon responded immediately
and got up.

Sunoo's pov:

I knew he liked me but this is way easier than I thought it would be. Now comes the next step...

We entered in my house.

My house was a small little studio. I live alone at 16, I recently bought a ps4 because it's been popular recently with the people in my class, including sunghoon. I overheard him saying that he likes it  in the conversation that he had with his friends the other day.

He removed his shoes, and sat carefully next to me on the couch.

"Sunghoon, I'm sorry I just have to tell you to leave before 6 because my dad sometimes comes at this hour."

He nodded understandingly.

"By the way, I'm sorry for asking but do you have a good relationship with your parents? I've been hearing some gossip about it" I asked him carefully looking at his facial expressions.

"Mhm, well you see my parents are very business oriented, I rarely see them and it sometimes feel overwhelming, because all they ever do is ask about my grades or talk about their work..." sunghoon placed the console on the side and fell back on the couch his head touching the wall.

He sighed and found sunoo's eyes.

I see...

I placed my hand on his.

He looked flustered.

"Sunghoon, this must be hard for you, it's truly upsetting because to be honest I knew you were rich and thought you had it all. I feel like this fact about your family truly feels like in the end we're closer than I thought we would be."

I interlocked our fingers together.

"We've only talked today, but you see my parents don't like me either, so in the end, it's always the kids like us who are abandoned and mistreated. And if I'm going to be honest, I've actually liked you for a long time now, but I've been too scared to tell you..."

I make my eyes teary and look down.

Silence...

I let go of his hand to wipe my tears, of course they were fake and so was the whole speech that I gave him. I don't even have parents, in fact,

I killed them when I was a child.

"Mom... dad is acting weird, can you get rid of him, please... 8years old sunoo said. Looking at his father, high, laying on the ground.

It was regular for Sunoo to see his dad that way. He took drugs everyday, smoked in a 20m square apartment with no windows and beat his wife up any chances he got. Yet he didn't touch sunoo because he knew, for some reason he knew that sunoo was a devil, Sunoo would rip him apart if he even tried to touch him.

"You're right sunoo." His mom broke the first glass bottle that she saw and stabbed her husband, first near the neck, next on his chest, twice and slit his throat once more.
In front of sunoo.

She was yelling insults at him as loud as she could. Hopelessly, her fist holding the bottle with all her might.

Yet Sunoo couldn't even move his facial, he stared at his mom blankly. Soulless , it's not that he didn't care,

he just wasn't upset because that benefited him...

Back to the present...

Sunoo's pov

Sunghoon pulled me in a hug.
I could tell that he was crying too.

My face who was all red from the fake cry that I forced my body to pull out, was now back to normal, sunghoon couldn't see it, so wasting all of my energy right now was a waste.

I patted his back and traced my finger on his neck, slowly grabbing it.

I got him.