I know there are days where you feel blue and anxious. I know that you're trying your best in everything, even if it means beating yourself up. I hope you know that I'm so proud of you. I know you're still not halfway through your destination, but remember that you're doing well already. I'm so proud of you for facing those silent battles even with doubts and uncertainties. I can't imagine how hard it was to overcome by yourself, but you're brave enough. You never give up on me. You are encouraged by your prayer. You trust Him even challenged by doubts. I pray that every pessimistic thoughts will vanish and you'll become a more cheerful person. I know you can do it. You have your family. They've got your back. I know they are not that transparent in caring for you, but don't think that they don't love you. Your mom really loves you and I know that she prays for you and your siblings every night and day. However, if you can't avoid those challenges, I hope you'll stay with Him and not think that you're forsaken because He knows you well. I hope that you'll keep your head up and never be discouraged nor disappointed. Don't be scared. Don't be wary. You're fine and you're doing fine. Endure every pain and enjoy every moment. This life is once-in-a-lifetime. Thus, live with gratitude and smile in your face. Cry when needed, but don't let it hold you back for a long period of time. There's a reason for every happenings.
