Finding you

The mistakes

Hi my name is Maleigha I am a 20 year old bi sexual women who is actually completely over relationships. I haven't always had the best luck with men or women and my past two relationships and one situations-hips have turned my mind into a nightmare.  Let's start with my first real relationship. It was with a girl started in 10th grade should have ended in 10th grade but went on until after my first year of college. long ass time I know. It started off fun and ended well sucky and gross. We were always on the phone and the first red flag was that I could never end those calls if I did I was met with nothing but yelling and screaming and no sleep until I could fix it. Lord forbid I fall asleep that was a whole another story. It got worse when we went to college I graduated in 11th grade and found my school she followed me and begged to be my roommate stated " it only makes since were together unless your going to be a hoe" I wasn't but I let it be. We argued everyday sometimes getting into fights which always lead to her with a knife threatening to kill herself and me telling her if she's going to do then to stop telling  me.  She never did it I broke up with her right before Christmas break  the next day she was on the e phone with a "friend" who didn't want her speaking to me and in the bed with a man after claiming she was a lesbian with no feelings towards men. I found myself with my bsf 's more days then not and always out of my room on campus while I was focused on my class and deans list she focused on me and all the people I'm sure she was already talking to . After I left school that semester she went back to South carolina I went to North carolina for a summer a Job I blocked her on everything and deleted her out my life. I eventually started talking to a guy that summer which is a story for the next time. My WIFE JUST GOT HOME GOTTA GO TALK LATER CHAT.