Dreams, Hopes & Tears

Lost.... Maybe unable to be found

Lost... Maybe Unable to be found  

I am lost I have no idea what I am anymore

Who I am? 

An I just that weak person who finds herself crying herself to sleep every night

Or am I someone else one who will beat this

If you know please let me know

I can't find myself

I seem lost and at the moment maybe I am unable to be found. 

I am only in darkness it swallows me and controls me at them moment

Only feeling as if I am being laughed at

I can't find the light which guides me

Tells me it is okay

I have lost it all

I have nothing left 

Lost and unable to be found 

I wonder

Would you like that? 

For me to see you again and have nothing

Would it make you smile to see me as the fragile girl a year ago?

The one who can't look you in the eyes,

the one you hurt, 

The one that you think has the power over me

I may be a little lost at the moment and I might not be able to find myself

But a promise 

I won't always be lost

One day I will stand tall 

And I will be able to look you in the eye 

And pity you for what you did to me

I am stronger than you deep down 

So while at the moment you may think you have won 

I will one day show you

I am never defeaten fully 

Just wait until I can be found