Golden Lily: New beginnings...?

Intro and headcannons (white lily ver)

⚠️WARNING: ED, BODY DYSMORPHIA, SH, SU!C1DAL THOUGHTS AND ACTION⚠️

White Lily cookies childhood: White Lily grew up with high stress from a young age, always trying to be on top, and succeeding. Some other young cookies might've thought she was stuck up, or just a nerd but that just might not be true. When she entered the blueberry academy with pure vanilla she pressured herself to the max. Sleepless nights, hours of studying, you name it. Pure vanilla always tried to help and stop her and make sure she was okay. Though she was not at all

You see, she would eventually study so hard she would forget to eat for days even passing out once in class, but, nobody really ever cared enough to ask her if she was okay. But she did reach her goal of being the top student the entire time of her stay at blueberry academy. However, she was still not satisfied, she began to have this want,no, a crave to know why. Why the witches made them, their purpose, and if they mattered to them. Unfortunately for White Lily the deeper she went down the rabbit hole; the worse her obsession grew.

White Lily and pure vanilla had one day though discovered in the blueberry academy a abandoned supply closet where they then started studying about cookie anatomy and experimenting-well before the incident.

Teen years: In White lily's teen years she and her best friend pure vanilla who for some reason kept getting red when she looked at him? Oh well, weird? They kept feeling this gravitational pull towards something they couldn't quite figure out but, curious White Lily being a risk taker and 'live in the moment' type of cookie in her teen years decided to follow it. Pure vanilla noticed though that was when she started bandaging her arms; but he brushed it off as keeping warm and being more modest to keep her safe on the trails.

After around two days though of relentless exploring, Pure vanilla and White Lily came across a clumsy cookie of sorts attempting to fly as laughter came from an entrance of a little tree circle. White Lily felt captivated by the power of this small cookie in the air that she immediately walked into the little hideout, though her hunger,thirst, and being exhausted wasn't helping her think logically either. She jogged in quietly while her best friend was running to catch up with her behind her. As the two friends walked in they were met with 3 scared kids around their age. One girl with wavy pink hair in buns, a boy with dark hair flowing down to his waist, and a girl with yellowish hair with a confident smile.

The fives friendship soon evolved from there leading to them claiming the soul jams and getting to know each other better.

Late teen years/early adult years: Around this age white lily cookie and golden cheese cookie became very close and best friends, always hanging out with each other. But also around this time white lily cookie spiraled into depression. Golden cheese helped of course, but it was hard to when white lily had become a master of hiding her emotions. White lily consumed by her ED, eventual sh, and crippling depression caused her to attempt around 3 times making golden cheese extremely worried. Due to golden cheese's worry they moved in together for a few years while white lily finished up her rebellious phase as all the ancients starting to find their paths making golden cheese depart to return to the dessert and white lily cookie going back to childhood places of hers to search for her place before turning back to the questions that overwhelmed her about cookie kind

Mid adult years?: In her mid adult years white lily cookie soon became obsessed by her passion for the truth of why cookies were made. She discovered the faerie kingdom and stayed there for a while to research, sometimes not coming out for days at a time, then basically all the canon stuff happens but white lily is now researching on how to separate her and dark enchantress souls! (I'm sorry I'm getting really lazy but I think I wrote everything down)

Extra info: ancients are always trying to get WLC to rest. WLC is the youngest of the ancients and the 2nd shortest but wears heels. Elder Faerie is a father figure to her and pure vanilla is like a protective older brother (to her at least). She can be very intimidating when she wants to. Has had like 2 emo phases. Has lots of scars. She can be a top but most of the time is a bottom. Has severe ptsd and lots of panic attacks but hides them. Struggles to express her feelings in general. Has had a lot of identity crisis's. Can't look at herself in the mirror from body dysmorphia.

Authors note: hope you like ittt pls give me ideas for gcc cuz i have no idea what to do for her 😭🙏 im also free to any recommendations for story ideas or hc to add!! 💖 -SLV