A tragic yearning

Long stares

Cory pov
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I was sitting in class with my friends, Kaleb, Zane, and Evan. I was talking with Zane, the one i was closest with of the group, we had known each other for 3 years. Mostly we shit talk people, me and Zane are mean. We only shit talk people who deserve it tho. Like Kaleb. Hes a dick. While me and Zane were talking I kept noticing how good Evan looked, but I mean Hes straight and he knows I'm a guy so I have no chance. Every one at the table is gay except him, Zane has a boyfriend, he's cool ig . I'm just a hater tho. I leaned over and whispered to Zane, "I think I like Evan." He looked at me, then at Evan, who wasnt paying attention. "I'm so disappointed" we both started dying laughing, Kaleb and Evan looked at us weird, so we told Kaleb what I said. He was just as shocked. I mean me and Evan bully each other all the time. I would be shocked too. Evan has been sitting with me and Zane for a few months, we just started talking tho, then Kaleb started sitting with us and we all started getting along.

Zane pov
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Oh hell nah what the fuck. Ofc Cory likes Evan, he likes everyone. But he's still my friend so it's ok. He interrupted our shit talking for this. I wanna tell Evan but Cory would kill me. "Are you being so for real?" Be nodded. Omg. Hes so fucked. It's kinda funny not gonna lie. Wait am I tweaking or... Evan is staring at Cory.. maybe Hes not fucked.

Evan pov
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Why are they all laughing? What did Cory say? And why are they staring at me? Zane and Cory talk shit a lot, maybe they're talking about me. Cory looks pretty. But I mean ofc on a not gay way I mean. His face is red. Why is his face so red. I mean maybe he likes someone. Why can't I know? What are they hiding.

Cory pov
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Why is Evan looking at me. Does he know? No way, hed say something if he did. "You good Evan?" Zane's voice broke my thoughts. I looked up, them two were looking at each other. Evan and Zane were just talking, I was zoned out. "Cory?" Kaleb whispered to me, which is hard bc he sits across from me. Zane is next to me, Evan right across from me, and Kaleb next to Evan. "You good?" He was looking at me weird. They all were, I zoned out staring at Evan. "Yea Im good I zoned out." I looked back at Zane, who was giving me a 'I know what you are' look. I kicked him like I always do and we started laughing and fucking around. "Lucy and Evan, what's so funny?" Fuck I hate my deadname. Our 5th hour teacher called us out for being loud. We stopped laughing then when she was distracted we looked at each other and laughed silently. Evan and Kaleb were also laughing. This is why I love 5th hour.

A/N
Based on me and my boyfriend :3