I have always lived in people's shadows. I have always been an unneeded character who is just there becuase they get payed. But there is a difference between that person and me. They have a choice. They can leave. They can walk out of that part and start a new one. For me, that is not how my story is written. My story isn't something I can change. I am bound to other people's shadows to be the side that people need to keep moving forward. I am that voice telling you to " keep going" and that " in the end this will all be solved". That works and then they just forget. They forget about that voice until they need it again. They throw me to the side like a food rapper that once used to hold something that they depended so heavily on. They say that they just need space but then you see them laughing with everone...... except....... you. They avoid you and act like you are strangers just until they fall into that rabbit hole again. They dont really need you. They dont really want you around. What they want... is something that a human can not give. You are just a shadow. Sometimes you are seen, and others, you are invisible. So just remember, you are just a shadow.
