oh fuck!! (funnybunny human au)

pomni

He's knocked the air out of my lungs again "you will never disrespect me in my own damn house again you hear me bitch your a useless little jester only here to entertain me do you hear me" Jes says as tears fall "I said do you understand" he says pulling me up by my hair forcing me to look at him I pull in a shallow breath " y-yes Jes" I whimper out "good" he says releasing me and letting my body hit the floor with a soft thump. He walks away and slams the door to the bedroom, shaking I get up to my feet and limp outside breathing in the fresh air. Panting and groaning from the pain I lean against the wood railing of our front porch "pomni are you ok" I hear a familiar voice say "Jax um yeah I'm fine just got back from a run" I say "you're running in a hoodie" he says hesitantly. "Um yeah" I say smiling through the pain "what are you doing" I ask changing the subject "I run at night it clears my mind" he says braking eye contact "hunny dinners ready" I hear Jes say behind me and my heart drops and I try to hide the fear from my face I turn "of course let's go bye Jax" I say turning and walking back inside it's going to be a long night. "What the fuck was that you think you can get away from me good luck I'll kill every single one of your friends and make you watch then I'll make damn sure you can't escape do you hear me you worthless, useless, unloveable, helpless, bitch" Jes says "I'm sorry Jax is just a friend" I say " I don't give a fuck" he replys and punches me in the face, I feel my nose start dripping blood as he hits me again and again and again. He scoops me up and throws me on the bed ripping off my clothes and shoes "you belong to me" he says unzipping his jeans and pushing his dick in me faster than I have time to breath. He relentlessly pounds into me causing me to cry out he doesn't even notice me begging him to stop. He wraps his hand around my neck untill im about to lose consciousness, I take in a raged breath and he pounds harder eeach thrust turning my stomach untill he realises inside me. He pulls out and almost instantly falls asleep next to me with his arms wrapped around me. God I hate this miserable life I wiggle out of his grip and walk into the bathroom closing the door behind me. Jes doesn't let me lock it so I don't I just pull out a razor blade and start crying on the floor cutting my arm over and over again until my arms dripping with blood. I run my arm under the sink letting the water clean even though it causes more pain. It's not like I wanna cut but it's the only thing that will easy the pain. I pull my hoodie back on and lay back down and try to sleep but it's restless I'm listening to every movement. Jes quietly gets up and gets ready for work and I realized I probably have bruises showing so he doesn't wake me it's not much but it's empathy so maybe he's not that bad. He kisses my forehead " I'm heading to work hun love you " he says "love you too" I say my voice horse. "Oh hey today's my friends usual meet and if I make an excuse again they'll get suspicious can I go" I ask. "Fine but cover everything or else" he says "remember this tonight" he says turning and walking out my stomach churns and all excitement is drained in an instant. I clean until time to go we're meeting at zooble's.
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I'm here and today it's zooble, gangle, Jax, and ragatha so everyone is here today. "Have you called your dad yet" gangle asks pulling me out of my thoughts " um I haven't talked to kinger yet" I reply "or grandpa I don't think" I say again " oh right Caine I remember he has the cute puppy names bubble right " zooble says " oh I thought his name was sparkles" gangle says " what are you talking about cry baby "jax says " oh shut up Jax why are you even here" zooble replys "you're gay and it's showing, I hate the gays" Jax says mockingly as a joke "well as a representative speaker of " the gays" we hate you too" zooble says putting are quotes around "the gays". I zone back out until ragatha hands me a water over my shoulder I didn't see her coming and I flinch hard and immediately blush" you ok pomni " she asks "yea sorry I wasn't paying attention" I say grabbing the water she was handing me. They continue to talk and I zone out until my phone buzzes in my pocket and I pull it out "be home before I get off work I get off at 7" it says it's 5 now so I should be ok for a little while longer. I can't stay focused on anything but in pretend to listen untill 6."well I have to go home it's been fun though " I say "bye" everyone says almost perfectly together. I walk out heading home to clean some more before he gets home, why couldn't he have worked till 10 tonight I don't wanna have to deal with him today I'm still in so much pain. Jes gets home and slams the door, shit he's had a bad day Im royally fucked" pomni" he yells and I jump up and practically run to the kitchen. "Yes Jes" I say "what is this mess" he asks and I see I forgot to put away the bucket " im sorry jes I forgot to put the bucket away" I say "I don't want your stupid ass excuses" he says throwing a knife, it wedges itself in the wall. He back hands me and grabs the wooden roller of the counter "Jes please I'm sorry" I try to reason with him but he hits my stomach and I cough up blood the metallic taste filling my mouth.