When Will I Learn?
Every day my faith in humanity breaks.
When will I learn to stop believing in people?
When will I learn that even if they come
to me for advice, for concern,
I'm not allowed to show it, if unasked?
When will I learn to stop being so STUPID!?
When will I learn that I can not share any
part of myself with people for I would be
stomped all over continuesly, just as I am now?
I could sit for hours just crying for everything.
Crying for the cruelity of people.
Crying for the pain. The hurt.
Crying just for the tears alone.
When will I learn that everyone in
this earth is nothing more then haters?
Is there actually anymore pure out there?
Does anyone have a pure heart anymore?
Does there hugs bring comfort instead of terror?
Does there smiles bring happiness instead of ugliness?
No one is true anymore.
A million favors are asked of me.
And to every single one of them I give.
I ask for one favor in return? I'm burned.
It doesn't matter on my end of the friendship.
It never has.
How is that being fair?
How is that showing you care?
Showing your love?
When Will I learn that I can not place my trust.
Place My faith.
Place my hope in Any human.
God is the only one I can trust.
The only one I can give all my faith too.
The only one who will love me for being me.
When will I learn that there is no friend out
there that will not want something from me.
Will I ever learn that when I cry those tears of pain,
those desparate tears, there meant for my heart alone?
When Will I Learn!!?
(~LadyE~)
