Different in a Good Way

Chapter 4- I'm sorry

Alison Pov

When I arrived at her house my whole body was shaking.

God! Why am I even this nervous?!

I hop out of the car and head to her porch and ring the bell. "Just do it! Tell her that her secret is safe and then you can go back to not talking to her at all! "I think to myself.

It has been like to minutes since I rang the bell. I know she is home because her car is on the driveway. When I was preparing to leave I heard footsteps so turn again to look to the door with a little smile on my lips. I don't want her to shut the door on my face! So I better play nice...

When she opened de door...Wow.

Right in front of me was Emily with a towel wrapped around her body. It looks like she was taking a shower. Her hair was wet letting some drops of water fall into her arms. God! She looks so damn sexy...

I think I was staring at her because she was already very red and looking at the ground. She looks up at me.

"Staring is rude you know?" she said with a little chuckle.

"Hum...Yeah, sorry...do you mind if I come in?"

"Hum...sure" she let me in and we went to her room. It has been a long time since I've been here.

We both sit on her bed staring at each other eyes until she breaks the silence.

"Hey, do you mind waiting a little so I can put some clothes on?"

"Yeah sure..." Actually I was relieved, It was being really hard not to stare at her.

Two minutes later she comes in wearing an oversized shirt with some short cotton shorts. She sits on the bed with me.

"You know...since I got in your room my mind instantly filled with memories of the time we spent here together..." I said while looking into her eyes. For some moments I swear that I say hurt in her eyes.

"Yeah...we used to be really close... So...What brought you here...Are you just informing me of how you are planning on telling everyone that actually Emily Fields has a dick?!" She said her voice becoming harsher. I was taken aback...in some way that broke to know that she thought that's what I was going to do.

"Hum no "I said looking down...I don't know why but tears start falling from my eyes.

She slowly wiped my tears away. When her finger touched my skin it was like electricity going through my body. God! There is no doubt now! I definitely still have feelings for her...Strong ones.

"I-I'm sorry Alison, are you okay?"

"Yeah... I mean... I now that I'm always a bitch to everyone and I usually don't care about what people say...b-but we used to be best friends and it hurt to know that now you think that I would do that to you...Emily...I would never tell anyone about you being intersex...I would be wrong and I don't want to hurt you..."

"Hum... Actually you already hurt me before remember?" her voice was distant now" Ali...I need to ask you this... Why did you stop talking to me? I mean...in one day we were having a sleepover and then you just stop talking to me at all like I didn't even exist...You broke my heart Alison" We were now both crying.

"I'm sorry" I said and hugged her tightly. We stood in each other arms for about two minutes. The best two minutes of my life, I must say. Then she pulled away staring right at my soul through my eyes.

"You still didn't answer the question..."

My heart was beating really fast...should I tell her that I'm in love with her? Wait what! Do I love her? I never really questioned it...but now that I think about it I'm a hundred percent sure. I Love Emily Fields. During these past years I was just putting my feeling behind a wall...but now staring at her beautiful brown eyes everything come back. I'm still staring at her eyes then she looks down and I suddenly feel lost.

"You know what...You don't have to-"I cut her by smashing our lips together. She was shocked at first but then kissed back. The kiss was slow and passionate. I felt like I was surrounded by fireworks, electricity running through my veins. Her lips were soft against my own. She tasted like strawberries. I love it. When we pulled away needing some air I hold her hands and looked right through her eyes.

"I left you because I was in love with you and I was scared. I was scared that you didn't love me back. I was scared of what people would say. I was scared of what changes it would bring into my life...I was scared of everything...So I took the easy way by running away from your life. Until today I thought that my feelings were gone...but today when I saw you cry...It was like my heart was broking... and when we hugged it felt like home and when we touch it feels like electricity is running in my veins. And god...when we kissed it was like fireworks were in my mind. Emily...I loved you before I love you now and I probably will love you forever till the end of the days." My face was now inches away from hers.

"I-I I love you too Ali, I've always had!" and with that she closed the gap between our faces. This kiss got heated really fast, our lips moved in sync. She laid my back in the bed standing on top of me, her body between my legs. I liked her bottom lip asking for permission to enter her mouth. She denied it with a little smirk. I squeezed her ass with my right hand while straddling her hair in a sexy way. She moaned lightly and I took the opportunity to put my tongue in her mouth exploring it. She moaned against my lips which really turned me on. Our tongues were fighting for dominance and I won. I flipped us over so now I was the one on top of her. Our bodies were in complete touch, I make sure there was no gap between us. I moved down to her neck licking sucking and kissing it. When I sucked on her soft spot she moaned loudly pulling my hair roughly which turned me on even more. Suddenly I feel something getting hard against my center making me moan against her neck. God she was so hard! I look at her and she was blushing I kissed her softly letting her know it was okay.

"So...do you want me to do something about it or what?" I asked with a smirk

She looked at me surprised of what I said "Alison...hum...I don't have any condoms"

"How may you not have condoms?" I asked slightly confused

"I-I n-never had sex before" she said looking down

"Emily you don't need to be ashamed...and we don't really need a condom" I said with a smirk

"Ali...I don't really want to be a teen mom..."

"I didn't say we were going to have sex...I just want to take care of your ...problem...if you don't mind of course..." she didn't say anything...just nodded

I slowly took her pants and boxers of staring now at her erection and GOD! She was big. I took her dick in my hand and started moving my hand up and down on it making her shot her head back moaning. I started moving faster making her moan really really loud. God it was so sexy...

"FUCK ALI! I-I'M CUMMING" she screamed while arching her back. I put my mouth on her dick and she released on my mouth. I moved up and kissed her letting her taste herself. I was still with my hand moving on her penis slowing down and I finally released it. Her breath was unstable. We kissed passionately.

"Thank you for that..."she said with a little chuckle blushing hard.

"It was my pleasure...you look really sexy screaming my name you know...and don't be embarrassed of anything...god...for a girl you're really big you know?!"I said chuckling at her

"Well thanks I guess..."she said while putting her boxers and trousers on again. She then cuddled into my body.

"I love you Em, I'm sorry for hurting you before"

"I love you too Ali and I forgive you and understand your reasons" she said pecking my lips.

Eventually we felt asleep in each other arms with a smile on our faces

So...what do you think????