I search for you for a thousand miles {ON GOING}

Prologue

Down here, it is often said that only one person is truly destined for us, and I knew that it was you...

But I had to bear the pain of seeing you die in front of me in the arms of someone who was not me.

To me you were the one I loved, but you didn't seem to want that, I saw you getting closer to her again and again...

My heart broke but I bore the pain because you seemed happy...

But when you died, I understood... Understood that you loved me too when all you looked at as you died was me and not her.

Your eyes had finally betrayed your thoughts, but it was too late...

It was far too late...

Why only now ?

Come back to me...

Come back to me, my love...

"Xiao Zhuo, is everything alright in there ?" Wen Xiao asked me through the door, even though I'd already been locked inside for several hours...

"I'm fine... I'm fine." I simply replied as my heart broke upon hearing her voice, for it reminded me that the one I loved had done everything to distance himself from me, using her to make me forget my love for him.

"You should go out and eat... They wouldn't have wanted their dear commander to starve to death." She said, referring to all the friends we had just lost after a long and difficult battle that had taken its toll on me...

"Xiao Zhuo... I know we can't do anything for the others... But could you do something for me ?" She asked me after several minutes of silence.

"What ?" I said much more coldly than I had intended.

"Before I arrived here, you know I was in the Wilderness... There I met YuanZhou because the ancient goddess Baize saw him as her little brother... And YuanZhou made a pact with me there... And this pact stipulated that if he were ever to die, a part of his soul would be preserved... So a part of him still exists, somewhere in this world... Because of my role as goddess Baize, I cannot go in search of him... So can you do it for me and bring back my YuanZhou... I beg you, Xiao Zhuo... Do it for me." She said, and my heart began to beat rapidly, and I stood up before quickly opening the door.

"I would do it. I would find him. I would succeed easily because after all, my sword recognized the energy of that damned monkey." I said, suppressing a smile because I am currently overjoyed to know that YuanZhou is still alive somewhere and that I could catch up with him and love him again.

She smiled at me before taking me in her arms, still smiling. And so began my journey in search of the last fragment of the soul of that stupid monkey I love more than anything in the world.

Wait for me YuanZhou, no matter where you are, I will cross wind and tide to find you and love you.

And even if you don't remember me when you come back, I will do everything to make you fall in love with me again, because you belong to me YuanZhou.