They didn’t move for a long moment after Micah’s nod.
The courtyard noise dimmed into a distant blur—laughter from the basketball court, locker doors snapping shut, the whine of the janitor’s cart rolling across concrete. Under the cedar tree, everything felt suspended, like the world was holding its breath with them.
Elara traced the ridged bark with her fingertips, grounding herself.
We’re going to be okay, she repeated silently, but doubt lingered like a shadow.
Micah broke the quiet first.
“I didn’t tell a lot of that to the counselor,” he admitted. “Or anyone, really.”
Elara turned toward him. His shoulders were rigid, his jaw set like he was bracing for impact that never came.
“Why me?” she asked gently. The question surprised even her. It wasn’t insecurity — it was curiosity. A need to understand.
He let out a slow breath.
“Because you don’t look at me like I’m broken.”
The words landed heavier than either of them expected.
Elara swallowed, recognizing the familiar ache behind his honesty — the ache of being seen as something less than whole. It echoed her own quiet fears, the ones she rarely named: the feeling that grief had turned her into a girl made of cracks and unfinished edges.
“You’re not broken,” she said, steadier now. “You’re just…" carrying more than most people see.”
Micah’s gaze finally softened. For the first time, she saw the child beneath the bravado — the boy who’d grown up too fast, who learned to hide pain before he learned what to do with it.
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They stayed there longer than they should have — long enough for the halls to empty.
As they gathered their things, passing students slowed, some openly staring. One girl whispered something behind her hand.
Elara felt the old instinct surge — shrink, retreat, pretend not to hear.
Instead, she held Micah’s eyes.
Noise didn’t disappear overnight, she realized. Judgment didn’t dissolve because of a single brave moment.
But she could choose what she listened to.
Micah leaned closer. “They’ll talk,” he murmured. “They always do.”
“Let them,” Elara replied. Her voice surprised her — low, calm, unwavering. “We’re not living according to rumor.”
For a split second, a smile tugged at his mouth — small, disbelieving, hopeful — the kind of smile someone wears when they realize maybe they don’t have to brace for rejection anymore.
He nodded once. “Okay.”
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That afternoon, Elara walked home under a sky streaked with pale gold.
The weight of the day settled into her bones—the confrontation, vulnerability, whispered judgments—but instead of exhaustion, there was clarity.
She had spent so long believing strength meant avoidance: avoiding pain, conflict, and attachment.
But looking into Micah’s wounded courage, she saw a different truth.
Strength wasn’t hiding.
Strength was staying — when things got uncomfortable, messy, or painful.
Ahead, she glimpsed the cedar tree one last time through the iron gate.
A place of quiet beginnings.
A reminder that courage often didn’t look like grand speeches or perfect confidence — sometimes it was simply sitting beside someone when they told the hardest truth of their life.
And being brave enough to say:
I’m not leaving
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Spiritual🌙 PROLOGUE At 17 years old, Elara James believed God lived in the space between her heartbeat and her breath. She felt Him when her mother hummed hymns in the kitchen, when sunlight broke through storm clouds, and when she whispered bedtime prayers...
