NOT MY TYPE | YEONGYU

11. Unsaid questions & unfaced truths

He didn’t know what is was.

It could be his fragile ego...

Or too much guilt that was consuming him.

What feels like entirety passed and yet not knowing whether to call or not Yeonjun switched off his phone instead. His grip tightened around the staring wheel as he drove off almost like a crazy man druken on the road.

He drove as if his father owns the road.

But he doesn’t.

His father doesn’t. He himself does.

His driving proved every second of the power he holds as the car in the speed of light cut through the sharp edges of the allies.

He's breath hitched. Heart stammering against his ribs pounding so hard that it almost hurts. He could hear it even through the ruth of the car.

He didn’t stop for a moment. Not even a single second. The jacket around his body weighted almost thousands pounds as he felt suffocated into this. Sweat layered on his forehead, his pulse thrived against his skin, his hands itched to peel of his own limbs.

He had never felt this way before.

Not for someone. Not for anyone.

Not anyone except for Beomgyu.

The guy had drove him so insane that he felt difficulty to breath.

What was the feeling?

Why he feels so restless whenever the thoughts of Beomgyu crossed his mind?

Something into those eyes of Beomgyu had gotten him into a dangerous being he never signed up to.

Was he supposed to say sorry?

Obviously he was then why he could not? His mother didn’t rise him like that. He knew when to say sorry. When to admit his mistakes.

“A human can't be perfect. You just need to have to guts to hold into your mistakes and apology for it” His mother's words rigned into his ear. He sighed, the car stopped in front of the office. The guards bowed and opened the doors for him.

He perked the car and got off.

“ I am not afraid. I will apology... Just not now. Tomorrow -I will ” He promised himself even though there was nothing he could be assure of.

“Humans are full mistakes, acceptance is the purity”

He can accept his faults. He has every audacity to introduce his mistakes. He just didn’t know how to do it.

It was not his fault.

Beomgyu's just too complicated.

At the Institute as the noon wore on. Beomgyu finds himself out of the exam hall walking towards the cafeteria or more likely trailing behind his friend Hueningkai.

Remember Taehyun? Beomgyu's bestfriend... the guy had to leave tomorrow for Lyon. He wanted to meet the guy even it mean for once. He didn’t come to school today. Hueningkai is Taehyun’s boyfriend and he would be leaving too.