Finding my own way

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When trina came I pulled her in by her hair and socked her. I grabbed a towel in front of the gun and shot her dead. I just looked at her. Once you been in my shoes and lived how I lived you'll understand how to heartless at certain moments in your life.

I walked out and heard people yelling, then I heard my name. So I walked around the corner and saw my baby there. I looked down and saw roy dead. I walked behind jay.

"Jay there's no use your out numbered.....just stop."

He turned around and I had the gun pointed at his chest. With me being in my thoughts, in one quick move he had his arm on my neck and the gun at my head. I closed my eyes wanting everything to stop I just wanted everything to go away...I just wanted things to end. I couldn't take the beating from my father and mother anymore....I couldn't take the rapping anymore. I just wanted things to stop.

I tried to block out the yelling from ant, jay, my dad, and other people.

"Let her go!"

"Drop your shit!"

"She ain't leaving with ya'll!"

"I'll shot if ya'll bitches don't leave"

"Ant you really want your girl to die?!"

"I'm giving ya'll to the count of three to let her go!"

"1-" "Nigga don't do it!" " 2-" "Fuck all of yo-" "3"

The next thing I know is that bullets are flying everywhere. I duck and run for cover. My thing is that they weren't standing far from each other, they were really close. How the fuck can they miss each other? 

I looked to my right and saw my dad laying there. I walked over to him and shut his eye lids, I kissed him on the cheek and said 'I still love you'. The only reason I did that was because he was still the same man I loved but he turned to drugs after jay died {Her brother} but I knew he was there somewhere deep down...well thought. I just wanted my old sweet father back but we all don't get that wish right?

I stayed down till I heard no more shooting. I got up and ran to ant.

"BabyI'msoohappytoseeyouareyouhurt?" I said as I kissed him all over his face. He laughed and hugged me back and kissed me too.

"Yea baby I'm alright ok. I just want to know are you alright." I nodded my head.

"Yea baby I'm-" I felt a pain go through my mid back area. I looked down and saw blood. Then I passed out.

Anthony's P.O.V

Maya was telling me that she was ok when she stopped. She looked down and I did the same....she was shot. Then she fell in my arms. 

"YO! GET THE VAN READY NOW!" One of my people shot jay in his head and got the van ready.

"Baby you gotta keep your eye's open ok ma?"

"Ant I forgi-" And like that she stop talking. "NIGGA! DIVE FASTA!" I can't loose her! I just got her back I just loose her. And I was really crying real nigga tears. 

When we got to the hospital they took her in the back and I tried so many times to go back there but they wouldn't let me. I could just sit there if I couldn't let me so I told jenny to watch kim while I went down to the van and smoked a few. This is going to be a long night.

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I walked back in just in time too cause the doctor was coming out.

"Family of Si'mya H. Becken?"

We all got up. "How is she?" I asked him. 

"Well one of the bullets was every close to her hip and spine area which was a very tough spot and because where the bullet is she lost a very amount of tissue and blood....and another bullet was close to her heart which is another tough spot, we got both out but that also led her to a coma. I am very sorry."

I put my head down in shame. "You all can go and see her, she in room 347 on the fourth floor."

I let everyone go before me. Once it was my turn I just broke down. She wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me cheating.

"Baby......I am soooo sorry that this happened to you. This would never happened if i didn't cheat on you......You remember the first day we met? You were talking to jenny and I saw you and i just had to know you. I grabbed your hand and pushed you against the lockers and I just knew you were the one. You were different from all them girls you know? *sniffs* I remember the day you fucked up trina. That day was fucking funny. I remember you and jenny were fighting that day. *putting head down* Baby I just want you to get better, I need you in my life...kim needs you in her life. Ya'll just met, you need to be there for her....see her grow up to a beautiful women....well young lady. *laughing a bit* Baby jsut know that I love ma, and that will never change. We all love you. And we ain't leaving your side. I'm staying right here."

I said to her while I held her hand and kissed it. Kim walked in with johnny. I asked him to bring us some clothes and stuff cause we going to be here for a long time. Kim wanted to sleep with her so I let her.

I just slept there in the chair while holding her hand. I just want my baby back.

Hey you guys I just got done writing and it's like 1:21am so...... yea Lol 

Hope you like it but make sure to........

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