Reality Check

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"Ha-ru-ma..." I heard my name being called.

"What do you want?" I glace up from my sleep just to see my best friend,  Heemin.

We've been best friends for forever. People always say that its a weird thing how we're best friend due to us being completey different.

She looks all cute and innocent. Always hanging out and flirting with guys; while i'm over here bullying dudes that gets in my way. They would always say my appearence doesn't suit my personality. I guess they see me as a very "attractive" and "sexy," but my personality is like a devil. I'm so use to seeing myself that I get bored of it and don'itt see what they see.

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"Aren't you excited?" She squealed putting her hands together.

"About what?" I wasn't listening to what the teacher was saying at all. Why would I? Mr. Woo teaches the same thing everyday. Besides, its math. Why would anything about math be exciting?

"Weren't you listening? You never listen do you?" She sighed then smiled again. "We're gonna have a field trip." She paused putting her index fingure on her lips and tried rethinking. "Actually its like a vacation. But with the whole school."

Yeah... She lost me. I want to listen to her but my mind is thinking of something else. What's for dinner today?

"Haruma!! Stop dazing off and listen to me!!" She let out a huge pout.

"I. am. listening." I reply trying hard to remember what she was telling me. Now that im thinking, other students around us seems to be chatting happily. Why?

"Sometimes, I wonder what makes mestay with you no matter how much you ignore me."

I could only shrug. Ask God. I dont know either. While she can go off with others like her and I dont know. Do what ever they do, she's here being my bestfriend.

"I will tell you this again because i'm happy." She reply. "We're gonna have a school field trip for two close to three months long." She squeal.

"Again?" This isn't the first time we have a long field trip. Last time we went to Europe for a month and ahalf. Then to China for a month. Then!~ to Japan for half a month. Now this year, I dont know where.

"What do you mean again? Not every school have these type of field trip. You may consider our school special and just right." She wink. That's true. Not every school has these type of things. They would die to come to this school. "You're going right?" She ask. Her eyes filled with hope.

"Do I have a choice? If I say no you would go to my parents and beg."

"Hehe~~ You're probably right."

"When is the trip? And where?" I better get information before I agree to officially go.

"Im not sure where yet. But the teacher said its after weekend. Also.." She starts giggling and blushing. Dude.. Wtf? Whats with the face?

"Also..?"

"Also.. Other school beside ours is going too. You've heard of JYP high right?"

"Not really." I remember her talking about how that school has many attractive people but I dont pay any mind to that. Its just typical her. Hot guys equals happy Heemin.

"NO WAY!~"

I only reply with a shrug.

"Haruma!! Im sorry but I dont want you to grow old alone without any husband or anyone to love." She cup my face and squish it tight. I dont see why I cant grow old alone. I could careless honestly.