#12 A Problem I Don't Understand

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I'm having a hard time, so, I want to write something!
‎I want to express my feelings with words, like I usually would.
‎But just like I can't say it, I also can't seem to write it down.
‎For whatever reason, my mind is in complete disarray.
‎I can't seem to identify the problem but I know that there's one.
‎My heart has forgotten how to correctly pump blood.
‎It feels like there's a dull pain associated with every diastole.
‎My thoughts, so scattered, I can't pick out a single one.
‎Is it strange to know there's a problem but not know what it is?
‎Is it normal to feel like this?
‎To inhale and exhale but not to breathe?
‎Why is breathing painful?
‎Why is it voluntary?
‎Have you ever felt like this before?
‎To know but not have the knowledge?

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