just like the others (on hold)

the call

okay here it goes!!

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I pulled my bike into Jason's garage and got off. I saw him standing their with a new iPhone 5. you see I didn't pay for it I get any Apple device free. it's awesome. I don't even have to pay for it. my uncle is like the manager to all of the Apple stores, it's so cool. but I never see him. " okay what happened this time? if you get in another fight like the last you will go to juvy. and you know that."

" nothing happens at all today now gimmie my phone."

" fine, but I warned you, so don't say I didn't."

" bye j."

" bye jess." I grabbed the phone an left on my bike. I pulled back in the school parking lot an no one was out side. guess the bell didn't ring yet. I did th same thing I normally do when I get off my bike. I walked up to th school and leaned against the wall. I pulled my phone out and texted Sam.

Hey, I'm outside-lilkitty

oh cool th bell Is gonna ring soon then we'll head up to the life. wish u were in bio.-Sam

the life is a like tree house thing I built with my friends. th walls are filled with our secrets, stories, promises, and all of our life. that's why it's called life. my dad owns like all the town and he is a lawyer he said I could do whatever an build what ever when I'm not inside school. so me and my friends built it we have pictures and a bunch of stuff no one knows it's their but us.

we eat their mostly when we want to talk. or just hang out.

k. I don't want to be there, I'm fine with out here lol - lilkitty

lol it's boring without my lilkitty. you are like my sister remind me Friday that I'm taking you with me to Florida.-Sam

kk well bye get back to class I want to go to full sail with you. lol pay attention! love ya-lilkitty

aww, well bye love u 2-Sam

I put the phone back in my pocket I pulled out cigarettes and a lighter out of my other part an lit th cigarette. I know I shouldn't smoke, but I don't really care about it. I have like on smoke a month. it doesn't really affect me.

I inhaled one last time before blowing out a puff of smoke an throwing the cigarette down and stepping on it with my heal. the bell rung an first people out was my group. I ran up to Dan and gave him his phone. I went to pull away but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back. he pulled me close like he was going to kiss me. he smelt my breath knowingly he was seeing if I was smoking. he doesn't smoke or drink. I defiantly drink.

" Jessica violete Danish have you been smoking?!"

" yup" I replied coolly pop-ing the p.

"you know I don't want you smoking. you know me and Rebecca both hate it. it's not healthy." Rebecca and Dan are the parents I never had. I guess you could say I had a bad child hood. my mom and dad would give me stuff. anyone who knew thus thought they would love life like mine. they would leave me home alone when I was 5 and send me stuff from across the country. like iPods phones flat screen tv's leather boots. and more, but I didn't want the stuff other kids didn't have , I wanted something I never got, something they all had. that was love, they never really cared. they never knew what I really wanted. they thought my birthday was in January. I just laughed. I had no friends, no strength, and no rolemodle . I had one until I was 12. She was the best friend and I've known her since I was 8. it was the hardest then. mom lost her job an dad, well let's just say, no we're you want your dad to be.

" Hey u know my first one In two months." I said. I gave him the famous smile poutty face and big kitten like eyes. that's where I get the Name lilkitty. it's from my blue and green cat like eyes, an the fact I love cats, also that I'm like a kitten and a tiger. I'm also smaller than all my 6 foot friends I'm 5.6 I know I'm really short.

" ugh, fine!! let's get lunch." I smiled grabbing Sam's hand and she started walking. I stopped her by putting my Han on her chest an giving her a serious look.

"Samantha, this is serious!" she gave me a really confused glance.

" what's wrong jess?"

" it's a mission for.................." she gave m the exact same look as before " come on piggy back ride." She laughed slightly. pulling me onto her back. I'm the lightest in th group and the skinniest. I seriously way 86 lbs. everyone is worried about my weight. I really don't under Stan them I'm all muscle though. an I eat like super healthy.

" I need to fatten you up jess." I just laughed.

" hmm- isn't this just ! Dan-a-vu" she laughs debut continued walking. we reached the cafeteria and got in the lunch line thing. I told her what I wanted and she grabbed it I was still on her back but reached unto my back pocket and pulled out my id so I could have free lunch and so can my friends." beth, us two and the next nine are free." She nodded and let us pass along with th other nine. we walked up to our 'life' and climbed up the latter an into it with our lunches.

it's a pretty big tree house considering it is built around three fat trees. we have like a little bridge thing from the first part to the second part, then one from their to the third part we add one every year. we just built th third year because it's January 30th. so the third year just started.

" okay... how is it going these past few weeks home. we don't like you being alone at home" I frowned ugh home. I didn't realise I was crying until I felt jarreds hand brush tears off my face. I looked up and seen all 8 boys and 3 girls looking at me.with worried eyes.

" not so good." is all I said. they all knew I didn't want to talk about it so they were about to change the subject but my phone as ringing. I sighed and left the room. I went to look at the color Id but it was unknown. I was really confused but decided to answer it.

( DUN DUN DUN!)

" Hello?" I replied In a confused voice.

" Hello Jessica." replied a husky voice that it scared me.

" who is this?"

I herd very deep laughter on the other line. " oh sweet little Jessica. let's have a memory together. ohhh witch to pick their are so many to choose oh I got it. NOOO!! let me go! let him GOO!! Brendan noo!''dont leave me! noo!"he said laughing really hard. it was him he-he murdered Brendan. he Is the reason I had to start over he Is the reason I was in therapy for three years. he is the reason I tried killing myself. he is th reason I died.

" you Sun of a bitch. who are you to call me like nothing in th fucking world happens to me you made my life hell. you are a bastard who need to learn you didn't just kill Brendan you killed me. Inc I get my hand on you-" I started by he stools me with a laugh.

" little little princess, sweetheart, kitty, you wouldn't hurt a fly. an I did it because you killed me first thanks for everything tell your dad I said hey oh don't forget about Amy. thanks for the fun but the game is over but I won.

" no the game just began Ass." I yelled into the phone before hanging up.