Poetry of love

Im Not Home

I'm here every day
Not knowing what to say,
Say to my family
This isn't home
I don't belong here
Feeling like a different species
Nothing but my own race
Only thinking death is the place

Again I'm here
Feeling nothing
I'm used to this
Being painless
Hurt by others to protect them
But feel no love from them
Why am I here
To only bear
Bear others troubles

Getting nothing
Doing nothing
I'm not home