Gatherings overwhelm me. Unless I have a friend with me I do not know what to do with myself. Even if I have family, I feel odd following them around and I hate it when I do. I feel as if I am a toddler but I am not, I am a teenager. I get pretty and people tell that I am then that leads to school, sports, and now we are suddenly asking about my sister because who wants to talk to me about basic things when A will talk about anything. I promise that I would talk about other things if the other person would lead the conversation, but they never do. I can talk to old people of course. It is exhausting when I hear my mom say "go talk to people" or "go say hi you know them". I need her to stop, it is hard and I don't know how to help myself get better so I hide, I find a place and camp out. I am polite always if someone sits down next to me and if they too want silence I give it to them. I wish I could be better but I am not sure where to start.
* So I am back, yall miss me? I am so sorry to the people that wanted more from my kotlc book but I just lost interest and found passion in these short stories based off my life. I will think that this my help me write to people that do not know me. I would love to read your feed back the good and bad but just know that I am busy and will try to update this as much as possible!*
* see yall next time <3*
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Short Storyjust some short stories that I go through. I am writing this to see if it will help me mentally and help me become a better writer.
