It was a years ago....no...I forgot when it was...maybe when I still in highschool...
I was a lonely person. I only feel comfortable when I'm around my closest friend. Two of them are sunshine in my dark world. They always cheer me up....but my deepest inside still feel empty..lonely...as if love that I received from someone is never enough..
I had a large family. Yes...a parents and my 6 siblings...I was the eldest...my parents expect me to do everything they want..I always live in their expectations until I don't know what I want anymore. I do what they say..choose what they want even my mind says follow my dream..but couldn't...I was their only hope...but..I couldn't never can Fulfill they expectations...as if everything I done wasn't enough..
Luckily I got rid of my shallow feelings by playing games...mobile legends... PUBG... anything that can fill up my boredom and release my stress...I'm usually play Roblox because I can meet friendly people and share my problem
One day I join a game...I forgot what that game name...but I remember it was for hang out and talk to people...in that game I meet "HIM"...the person that have important role in my story.
