Formula 1 imagines

• for you i would wait pt. 2

|y/n pov|

a few months had past after the break up and i felt better than ever.

me and carlos had gotten closer and everything just felt at ease.

i was currently waiting for carlos somewhere in the paddock, when someone had run into me.

"oh my are you okay?" i ask as i look up to see my ex.

"y/n? what are you doing here?" he asks but before i could even say anything someone else says something.

"she was coming to watch the race, like every other person here. now i suggest you leave, you have no business here." carlos says as he places his hand on my lower back leading us somewhere else.

"lo siento por hacerte esperar tanto tiempo. (i'm sorry for making you wait so long.)" he apologizes.

"está bien, carlos, me sacaste de allí justo a tiempo. (it's fine carlos, you got me out of there just in time.)" i really was glad he showed up in time, if not who knows what would've happened.

after i tell carlos what my ex had said he gets slightly upset but then calms down. he knows how bad the relationship ended and doesn't want to bring light to it. and im glad he doesn't because talking about it would just ruin the good mood i was in.

we drop the topic of my ex and begin making our way out of the paddock and back to our hotel. once we make it back we head up to our separate rooms and get dressed for dinner.

carlos and i have this tradition where we always go out to eat after his race to celebrate, a good one or not. but as traditional as this is, i can't help but feel as if this one might be different.

as im getting dressed i think about everything carlos has done for me. how supportive he has always been.

i think about all the fun we've had and the great memories we've made. i think about what it would be like to actually have carlos. to be the one he takes everywhere around the world. to be the one he comes home to every night. i want that to be me.

does he want it too?

i finished getting ready and hear a knock at my door. i opened it to find not carlos, but my ex.

the smile immediately drops from my face and an unsettling feeling settles in me. what was he doing here? why is he here?

"y/n, we need to talk." he says as if he has any right to be here.

"there's nothing to talk about, you should go. like now."

"what, is your boyfriend gonna come save you? hm, tell me y/n are you guys together, cause it sure looks like it." he takes a step closer to me, "even if you're not, wait till he finds out about you calling me, telling me you miss me and regret everything that happened."

before i can even respond i see carlos standing in the door way behind us. he had flowers, and it looked like he had just gotten slapped in the face or something. he looked as if he was in shock and in pain, and he probably was.

"carlos" i say but he didn't respond he set the flowers down on the floor softly and walked away.

i shove past my ex and chase after carlos, i end up getting in the elevator just before it closes. now it's just carlos and i.

"carlos listen-"

"sorry y/n, pero creo que no deberíamos cenar esta noche. no es un buen momento. (but i think that we shouldn't have our dinner tonight. it's not a good time.)" his voice slightly cracks, he seems hurt.

"no, tenemos que tener esta cena y hablar de todo. (no, we need to have this dinner and talk about everything.)" he quietly agrees and we silently make our way to the car.

once we are seated i immediately explain to carlos what happened.

"carlos, what you heard was lies coming from him. you know this guy is a dick and he's trying everything he can to get us away from each other. and he won't win carlos, i love you too much to let you go and i really don't want him to get in the way of things. me and you have gotten closer and im so happy we have been, being around you makes me happy and if he gets in the way of that it'll ruin everything. so please tell me you understand carlos." i stare at him. his eyes that were dark and upset now had lightened and he had blush running across his cheeks.

"i do understand you y/n, i always believed you. but seeing him and hearing what he said upset me. but after you ran after me with no hesitation, i knew he wasn't an option anymore. i love you  y/n, and i've been waiting for you. i always have. ever since we met i always wanted you to be the person i come home to. the person i take all over the world. i want it to be you y/n, but i have to know that's what you want too." 

i stay quiet. taking in every word he has just said. i feel butterflies in my stomach and i feel this flutter in my chest. everything feels fuzzy and i can feel the warmth in my cheeks.

"sorry y/n, it's probably a bad time to be saying that. i just, i love you and i want you to know that. i will always wait for you." he says adding on, making me even more flustered.

all i can manage to say is, "i love you carlos."

he smiles and we enjoy the rest of our dinner. we eventually make it back to our hotel and before we go our separate ways he pulls me by my waist before i enter my room.

"is it okay if i kiss you?" he asks sending butterflies all throughout me.

i nod my head and immediately he kisses me.

his lips are soft and i can feel the sparks flying between us. i've never felt this way with anyone before.

he pulls away, but before he can leave i pull him back. "no tan rápido. (not so fast.)"

we kiss for a little longer before i let him go back to his room. as soon as he leaves i shut the door and lean against it.

as im remembering everything i can't help but smile and feel happy that i finally have carlos.

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a/n: i hope you guys enjoy part 2! i can't believe ive written so much today but its all for you guys. ❤️

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