A day like usual my alarm insists on waking me up from my peaceful sleep Like he'll succeed on his mission hell nah not in my V.card when I was wishing for a 5 more minutes of sleep my hone started ringing like a mad bitch so I had to see who was wishing a death upon himself After I see the contact name it turned out to be my fucking mad bitch of a best friend {Paula} when I pressed the response button on my phone I heard her yelling telling me that iam fucked up also that iam about to be excluded from the dance group of our school... due to my lacking ass of mind so that I need to regain the trust of my own teammates and team leader So that's why I left my beauty of a bed all alone to go to the school Well I had to get ready a bit faster than usual so I had to wear that not fancy tho
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that was easy to choose and wear also it's very comfortable to dance with So after I get changed I quickly run to the 2nd floor to see my family is already having breakfast without me as it became normal for them to not wake me to eat with them cause they just can't function that iam a part of this family as any one of them and that was my dad's problem not mine to begin with no body told him to get mom pregnant with me in The 1st place after she was recovering from the child birth of my older brother of 9 month they didn't expect a girl in the 1st place to begin with So since the moment I was born none of them ever look at me like their own newborn daughter who happens to be so young to be left out and have alot of toxic servants around her except her own nanny which is the one who basically raised her with so much caring and love she gave her the attention she needed didn't let me feel left out as she always tell me about every Thing going on and about my family even though they don't like listening about my being and outs
Well i know that iam complaining a bit too much but it really hurts to see your own family abandon you and treat you like you don't even exist
So I acted like evey day routine ...I through them a good bye wave and didn't expect a wave back but I saw my older brother through a glance at me then I heard him yelling to me to wear a scarf because the weather is so cold outside And that really warmed me alot from the inside I wish he always treat me like this but sadly this can't be happening
At school
I was late again so I chased to the dancing room like I always do but then I bumped into someone and I didn't even pay attention to him as I was thinking about the dance leader and that she's going to burry me underground alive So I apologized to the guy in a rush and I couldn't stay to hear his response because iam already became more than late
So I had to hurry up into there I was catching my breath when. I heard him calling over me to grab my attention The 1st word i listened from him was "Hey there wait" If I know it back then I wouldn't have run away from him . So I turned to him i was curious about why he called after me I asked him what he need from me He replied with do you know where I can found the football field i told him that he need someone to help him get there because he might get lost trying to reach there so he told me if I was free so that I can walk him there but unfortunately I was late and I had to practice for our upcoming show as a cheerleader so I told him I can't cause iam technically busy and have somewhere to be and that iam sorry but I can give him a phone number of one of my closest friends who happens to be the couch assistant so that he might help him After I lend him the contact number he thanked me and asked for my phone number so that he can treat me something as to thank me for helping him the next thing i remember is that I give him mine but I didn't get his I left him to get into the room just to see our leader staring into my soul and glaring at me up and down as if I had her pet killed down! She told me that i have been slacking off since the accident between me and one of my teammates Who happens to dislike me alot Well I still don't know why she hates me but I don't really seem to care a bit About the incident between us i don't really remember why we fought in the 1st place. Well the only thing i remember that she wanted me to stay out of the picture in one of my chores When I was the one who designed it Like hell I would listen to her nonsense comment she just can go and fuck herself I don't care about her sick opinion she can put it in her ass I stayed awake for days just to finish designing it just to be told to not interfere like I would listen to her She think that she has control just because her father is one of the famost business owners she doesn't even know who my dad is if she know she won't try to be in my face 24/7 and will respect me fully aware of my status