Soffia an 17 year old girl that moves to Forks, Washington State, in the heart of the Pacific Northwest's Olympic Peninsula. She moves there with her mother Haley. She's in her junior year of high school, During this she meets Alice Cullen and Jaspe...
I nod as she pulls away "Don't hurt her Alice, I love you and your my sister but she deserves to feel loved not forgotten" Rosalie says kissing my head once more before sending another look towards Alice. "Come on baby let's go get you dressed" Alice says holding out her hand. I take it slowly as she wraps her hand around mine tightly.
She leads me to our room, the one i've avoided since they left. I couldn't face that they really weren't here. We quickly enter the room and Alice helps me onto the bed before going to grab some clothes, I watch her go to the closet and back before she drys me off rubbing my towel on my hair and body.
We move in silence as she helps me with my underwear and slipping one of her t shirts on me which quickly engulfs me with her scent. I smile slighty before letting her slip the shorts on me. "Jasper wants to come up so we can all talk, is that okay?" Alice says looking at me, I nod as I pull my legs to my chest and watch her open the door and Jasper walks in.
"Hi bubbles" Jasper says as they both take a seat on the bed next to me. "hi" I whisper not bringing my head up yet. "can I say everything? no interruption just let me say everything before you speak?" I ask looking up now and looking between them. They both nod as I sigh "You left so quickly, you told me and they you were gone. I supported you because it was for Renesmees safety" I start as I fiddle with my fingers.
"I was upset after you told me I stared into space the whole night, I just kept replaying how you said you were leaving" I mumble, "I know it was to keep me safe atleast you both thought it was best for me to stay with our family, but after the weeks past I found myself more and more upset" I say my voice cracking slightly.
My lip trembles, tears filling my eyes once again "I-I thought mates were supposed to stay together, always but then all of sudden you both disappeared and I barley knew anything about you whereabouts" I say looking between them, Alice eyes are brimming with tears as Jaspers jaw tightens.
I hug my knees closer to my chest, "I thought maybe this was your way of g-getting rid of me, I know I probably overthought about it but being here without you both hurt and I got so mad that you could just leave me behind even though it was for the better to save our family" I whimper.
Alice gasp softly and grabs my hand to hold it tightly "No, no baby please don't ever think that, we would never get rid of you or WANT to be away from you but for your safety and ours it was better for you here" Alice says making me nod "Please let me finish Al" I mumble she nods but keeps her hand tightly secured with mine.
"Y-you didn't even call" I whisper my voice barely above a whisper "You could've sent me something...didn't even try to contact me through our minds Alice, you knew you could but you didn't" I say, "Baby-" Alice says making me pull my hand away "I know I know it was to keep me safe to know nothing about where you were or anything because Aro can see my thoughts" I say.
"It doesn't mean it hurt any less" I say, "I love you both more than anything in this world, you are connected to me and it hurt so much to be away from you just like when Riley kidnapped me" I mumble slightly shuttering from the memory's of him. "I just wanted to be with you so bad but Rosie and Emmy took care of me" I say.
"They made the hurt, feel less" I say, "Please just don't leave anymore, I don't want to be away from you. I just thought maybe you didn't care for me as much as I care for you" I admit as I finally lift my head again and see the hurt in both of their eyes. Jasper looks like guilt is eating him alive and Alice looks broken.
I bite my lip, guilt filling my head at seeing them like this "No bubbles, you are not allowed to feel guilty. I can feel it and read it all over your face" Jasper says making me blink "You had every right to feel that way" he says making fresh tears fill my eyes. "I'm so sorry we made you feel like you weren't enough or that we cared any less about you because we left" he explains.
"Our priority should've been you and being with you but Bella and Renesmee needed to be okay also and we left to make sure we could find that person that could help our family" Jasper says, "At the time our priority was to make sure you were safe that we didn't think of how much leaving you would effect you" he says.
"I'm so sorry, we hurt you princess. We never meant to" He says finally letting his voice break as a tear roll down his face making my face scrunch up and I quickly throw myself into his arms making him tense but quickly wrap his arms around me. He sniffles making me let my tears fall. "I'm so sorry bubbles, I'll never leave again. You and Alice are my priority and i'll spend the rest of our days showing you that" he says.
I cling to his shirt, taking in the scent i've missed so much the time they were gone. "I know Jasp" I say softly keeping my hold on him. "I want to just be together all of us no more being apart please" I say, he nods and pulls me closer if possible. "Baby, I'm sorry also. I should've thought about the effect of our leaving would have on you" Alice says from beside us.
"No more sorry's please just promise to not leave me again?" I say looking between them, my eyes filled with hurt and hope. "we will not leave you again, my sweet girl" Alice says, I stare into her eyes I can see that she's telling the truth, Jasper doesn't let go of me. Alice joins our hug, both of their arms tightly around me as we stay glued to each other, the soft sound of our sniffles heard as we enjoy the moment of being together again.
Proud of Soffia being able to speak about her feelings and getting it all out in the open! now she's back with her mates. Protective Auntie/Sister Rosalie
Next chapter will have at little angst(jealously, small fight and then making up!)
Soffia's cute new towel
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