Dear Diary, it's me!

June 8th, 2025, 9:30pm

Dear Diary,

    Do you ever have those moments where you're simping over someone so bad you can't  sleep? Well, that's what's happening to me right now.

I have a boyfriend named Jack, and he is the sweetest person I've ever meant.

He's kind, funny, caring, loving, ect.

I have no idea what I did to deserve him, but I'm damn happy I have him in my life.

He's my best friend, my lover, my everything. He knows exactly how to make me blush, he knows exactly what to do when I'm sad, he just...knows me.

Anyway... We started "dating" one month ago. BUT! We've always felt a connection through each other through the 4 YEARS we've known each other.

We started dating on May 8th. But, school ended on May 23rd. I tried to get his number, but he doesn't have one...he has an email. And I can't FIGURE IT OUT! So, basically, I haven't talked to him in what...2 weeks?! And I'm going crazy!!

We have this summer club thing that we both go to, but the first week he didn't show up... except for Friday. But of course...! I wasn't there! So, now that I know he really is coming to summer club, I'm going tomorrow!!!!

I don't exactly know if he's going or not...but I sure hope!!

So, anyways, right now I am laying in bed, simping over this man that I haven't seen in weeks, and literally can't fall asleep because of the excitement I have right now.

What do I wear? What do I say? Should I wear my favorite perfume? (Ha, that's not a question to be asked! Of course!)

So, for the past hour before now, I have been rummaging though my closet, trying to find a cute, but cozy outfit for tomorrow to look presentable, and decided to go with oversized star jeans, and a black top that says "los Angeles" on the front. Cute but simple.

I also have decided that I'm going to curl my hair, and put it up in a  half up-half down ponytail with silver earrings on my ears and the butterfly necklace he gave me at lagoon.

Now, you guys are probably thinking, "why are you doing so much for a guy?" And "what's so great about this guy to get all dressed up?" Well, let me explain.

Jack is the kind of guy who is always making sure you're ok, and if you're not, he knows exactly what to do to make you feel better. He's the kind of guy that matches your sense of humor, and knows just what to say to make you laugh. He knows how to make you feel loved, and feel like you're the most important and beautiful person on planet Earth. He may be a little shy sometimes, but that makes him cute.

Like.... tell me that's not your deam kind of guy?!?

So, I want to be my best around him, and make myself feel worthy of having such an amazing person. So that's why I'm going CRAZY about this guy.

Now, your also probably asking "what has this guy done to make you know all these things? Like spill!" So, let me tell you some times he made me feel special.

So, there was this one time we were making slime at a activity thing, and they were passing out bowls to put the slime in. So, my favorite color is red, and his is purple, so, they were about to hand me a purple bowl, my he took it and asked the staff if I could have a red bowl....like...!?!!?!!??!!??!

I know thats like a simple small action that doesn't really matter, but....the small things are what makes my heart flutter!

He's just so sweet and thoughtful...I love it!

He's also such a flirt! One time, we were at a rotation at a after school program, and he was telling me that he knows how to make me blush....and I was like ... "You do huh?" And he was like "yeah, want me to show you?" Like.....ahhhhh!

So I was like "show me!! I wanna know!" But then he said "I don't want to cuz it's gonna make me blush too "

....

Helppp!!! This guy!!!!

Then, someone said I was checking out, and I had to leave!!! So I told him, "just show me real fast!" So he pulled me out into the hallway...and kissed my cheek!

I literally looked like a tomato!!!

He's such a freaking cutie!

So...yeah.

Well...now that I told you all that, I should probably tell you some things about me.

My name is Nabi, and I'm 17 years old.

Fun fact!: Nabi means butterfly in Korean!

Anyway, my favorite color is red (like I said earlier), and I have two siblings.

I have long black hair, and pale skin. My eyes are green and I'm 5'3.

Now, your probably wondering, if your name is in Korean...does that mean you are Korean?

Well...no. I'm actually from Utah, but I do speak Korean, buuuut...it is not my first language.

I actually learned Korean over the app Duolingo....

But yeah.

So, now that you know about my love life, and some things about me, I am going to end todays diary time.

Thanks for reading!

Authors note

I'm so sorry I haven't been writing very often! I do have a different story called "young love" and I haven't updated that in a while...

To be honest...I've kinda got bored with that story, and wanted to try something new. I will come back to that one eventually, but I am going to take a break for now.

I'm sorry for those of you who have been waiting for a update on that story, and I hope you can understand.

Anyway, I hope you are enjoying this story!

I just want to remind you all that this story is not actually about me, or anyone I know, it is made up... kinda.

This story is based off by similar scenarios of my life, but with different characters, and slight changes in wording or actions.

I also want to remind you guys, kindness is key!

If you don't like something I said in my story, or my story in general, then don't read it. I really don't appreciate negativity, and I hope I don't see it in the comments.

Thanks for understanding.

But, if I do mess up on something, or there's something could change, please let me know in a RESPECTFUL way.

This story is ment to be funny, and have relatable situations. If you enjoy this story, please let me know!

I will respond to each comment that I have!

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Thanks for reading! Love you all!