Unconditional

-Am I missing something?

My life's starting to get better. Chresanto stayed in distance, Jayden is....Jayden and Rayan and I basically on "dating" side. He haven't actually said the words but it looks like that. We hang out a lot and text and talk more than enough.

Natalie's been Natalie Get drunk and do what Natalies do.

My phone vibrated on my dresser. "Lol stop lying to me T." it says. Rayan and I been texting all day, I'm telling him how my family is childish. They take everything as a joke and he wont believe me.

"Lmao yes they are. Especially my dad. He's....something else." I texted back and the conversation went on.

"Tari, come here." My brother called from the living room. He had a lot of friends over so I stayed in my room.

I walked out to see what he wanted. "What?" I asked as soon as I reached the living room. "Can you please get me a Powerade?" He asked....Seriously. All those people in the living room and he called me to get him Powerade when the kitchen is right there? Really? "No." I made a nasty face when I said that. "Why?" he whined. Everyone was focused on the T.V. "Cause the kitchen is right there." I explained. "But I'm busy. Please sis?" They been playing NBA 2K12 all day and I have enough of it.  I walked around the small glass table, picked up the remote and turned off the T.V. "What the hell?" They were all shocked and angry. "Turn it back on?" A boy named Justin said. I mouth NO to him and rolled my eyes. "What are you doing?" Jayden asked with lazy eyes. "I'm sick and tired of all the noise you people been making, Its Saturday dammit, get up and do something for once." I yelled at him. Some were looking down at their feet and a few others were looking at the pitch black sreen of the T.V. waiting for it to get turned on but Chres was eying me the wrong way. "Problem?" I asked. He just smiled sweetly and kept looking at me.

I left them dumbfounded in the living room. They kept complaining but oh well.

My brother went clubbing and I stayed in the house all by myself. I watch hella movies and chilled.

There was a sudden knock on the door. As lazy as I was feeling right now, I had to go get it. I wonder who that is though, at least I know its not Chresanto cause he went clubbing with Jayden.

I opened the door and it was the devil himself. "What are you doing here Chresanto?" I asked angrily. How is he here. Where is my brother? Tf? This child is messed up in the head for real. "I need to talk to you." He walked toward me as I move back. "We have nothing to talk about." I said as I reached the nearest wall. "Oh so its like that now? We were like bestfriends and you suddenly have nothing to talk me me about? Are you serious right now?" He said in a low, sexy voice. "Yes, you were a complete bitch the other so I aint talking to you." I yelled at him. "I did nothing to you, I swear." He yelled back at me. WTF "Chres, wtf are you talking about? you tryna say I'm hallucinating or some shit?" I was completely pissed. He ruin my fucking day. "Maybe." He locked eyes with me for what seemed like forever. "Tari, you really think I would do something like that?" He asked sincere. Honestly the Chresanto I knew would never do something like that but people change. "I mean...No I..." I started but he cut me off mid sentence "Exactly, I wouldn't."

He's acting really strange. I mean ever since he got back he's been in and out of his mind. He always seems mad and in his feeling. He really left me at that gas station. Maybe he had memory lost, or maybe he was high. I started thinking about everything that could have possible been wrong with Chresanto that day but none of them seem to make sense so I let it go.

"Who's Rayan?" He asked abruptly. My heart nearly popped out of my chest. How the fuck does he know about Rayan? He don't even go to our school so how could he possibly know about Rayan? "What do you mean?" I asked worriedly. "Your little boyfriend huh?" He was totally sarcastic I could tell. "No he's not and how the hell did you find out about that?" I asked more scared now. He took a couple steps towards me and put his hands on each side of my head. "Tell him Ro....Chresanto said to stay away from you." He whispered to me. What the hell. He was about to say a totally different name before he said " Chresanto" Why is he speaking like that? "Chresanto what are you talking about?" I demanded. He walked away from me and sat on the couch. He pulled out his phone and fiddled with it. I was on the edge to snap at him. "Chres, Answer me dammit." I yelled. He looked up furiously at me, Like he wanted to hit me or something. I aint scared of him. He know better than to try to hit me cause I will murder him. "Chresanto, What the fuck do you mean tell Rayan to stay away from me and how the fuck do you know about him?" I asked once again. He was aggravating me big time. There was no explanation for this due to the fact that I never mentioned Rayan's name around them nor has Chresanto been to my school. I honestly was scared of what he might say at this point.

I walked around and stood in front of him. I tried to snatch his phone from him but he had a tight grip on it. He suddenly stood up and back me up on the back wall. "Don't ever try to touch my fucking phone again bitch, Never cause I swear to god I will kill you." He poked me on the chest. This is not Chresanto. He would never say that to me. "Then tell me where you found out about Rayan bitch." I snapped back. I'm pissed that Chresanto would call me out of my name. I can not believe what's going on right now. He returned and sat down on the couch once again. He lowered his head for a good minute or two. My head was pounding. I don't know what's going on anymore. I didn't know whether to call the cops or just stand there and look.

After what seemed like forever, He lifted his head and just smiled at me. What? What the hell he smiling at me like an idiot? Now I was scared. What is he up to now? "Tari, What's wrong with you? Why you standing like you scared of something." He started laughing. "Come here girl." He signaled me to come forward. What? I'm panting so hard that he can hear it. "Are you ok sis?" He asked me. He used to call me sis when we were younger. What? He noticed I was ignoring him so he got up and walked toward me. I couldn't move back cause there was nowhere to go. "Come here." He tried to pull me to him but I try to restrain myself. "Chres let fucking go of me." I yelled at him. "What did I do Tari?" He asked confusedly. What? What the fuck? He think this is a game? "Why you mad at me? I just came to ask what I did and you just ignore me. You have to stop with all that game shit Tari. Making a nigga think he did something wrong. You been acting like this since I took you to the mall." He sounded sad and confused which made me confuse. "You just stood there and called me out of my fucking name, and now you trying to ask me what's wrong? What the hell is wrong with you? How the fuck you found out about Rayan?" I shouted. He looked hella confused right now! "What are you talking about, I would never call you out of your name and who the hell is Rayan?" He asked. Now I'm mindfucked. He's pissing me off!! Fuck him! I had enough of this shit. I rolled my eyes at him and tried to walk away but he gripped my arm. "Stop Tari!" He pulled me closer. "I would never call you out of your name. You honestly don't - know....how I feel about you." He took a pause after each word. His eyes was full of honestly and trust. What? I'm lost! What is going on with him? Is he high? I leaned over and smelled his shirt. Nope he doesn't smell like smoke. Is he drunk? I leaned over again and smelled him and he doesn't smell like anything but a manly Ralph Lauren Cologne that smelled hella good. He was confused to my actions and let go of the grip. I eyed his whole body to make sure he was okay cause I wasn't. And once again nothing seemed to be wrong with him.....Yes, I'm officially mindfucked!

HEY GUYS, I KNOW THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER WAS CRAPPY SO I DECIDED TO MAKE THIS ONE TO BACK IT UP. :)

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