All I wonder is why?
Why am I so strong? Why do I keep pushing thru?
I wonder how people handle me & when they're gona give up on me. I wish I knew the answer but I really don't. Cutting is the way that makes me feel alive. It's a way of showing pain that I wish I never had.
My head is confused. My emotions are taking over. I don't know if i can handle this much longer. I've fought for so long & now is the time...
I think I will be leaving you so here's your goodbye!