Dangerous Paths

Too Fragile To Hold

Emily sent a text to Tara saying " Hey is it possible for you to schedule Sasha some therapy sessions?". Tara responded rather quickly "Of course but what about you Em? You were forced to watch what they did to her you're as much a victim in this as Sasha is" she told her boss. Emily looked at the message before sending back "She wants me in the sessions with her. Can JJ or Garcia or Reid be available to hang out with her if you schedule me right after?".  Tara texted back "I believe I can make that work I'll see you both tomorrow". "See you then" Emily sent back "Ok so we both see her tomorrow. I had her schedule me some after yours so you can spend time with JJ, Garcia, and Reid" she told her. Sasha smiled "Ok baby" she told Emily before moving her hand to play with Emily's fingers while she thought. "I'm glad you're talking to Tara too. You're as much of a victim in this as I am. I'm sorry you had to see all of that" Sasha confessed it. It broke her heart knowing Emily went through so much and had to watch what they did to her. "It's not your fault sweetheart I'm more worried about you" Emily told her, Sasha looked up at her before getting up and going to her. She climbed onto Emily's lap laying her head on her shoulder, she had became more clingy with her fiancé after what had happened. Emily wrapped her arms around the brunette she actually liked that her fiancé is clinging to her. She had also became more clingy with the younger agent but she has been trying to control it so she doesn't accidentally trigger her.

"What if we elope and just have a big party with our friends after?" The brunette suggested. "That could work then go on our honeymoon?" Emily replied. "Yes where to?" Sasha asked, Emily thought for a minute "Hmmm what about Paris or London?" She replied. "Oooo both are good choice. I kind want to go to London" the brunette told her. "London it is then maybe we can jump over to Paris before we come home" Emily told her with a wink. "I'd like that" the brunette said as she nuzzled her fiancé's neck. Emily smiled and sighed happily as she held the woman protectively "We could also look for a house with a yard. Since we will be married" Emily suggested. "We could but houses are really expensive here babe" Sasha told her. Emily laughed softly  "They are but I like the idea of us having a house if we ever want to start a family" Emily confessed. Sasha lifted her head with a smile "Do you want to have children?" She asked. "I've thought about it I almost adopted a girl after her parents were killed during a case. Back before I became the unit chief" Emily told her. "Aww that's so sweet babe" Sasha told her with a warm smile, Emily smiled before kissing her softly.

Emily gently stood up as she picked her fiancé up, Sasha wrapped her legs around the woman's waist to hold on. Emily carried her over to the couch before setting down with her on her lap again. "Comfy?" She asked as she looked at her fiancé, "Yes are you?" The brunette replied. The older woman nodded smiling before reaching her hand up to touch her fiancé's face. The brunette leaned her cheek into the woman's hand with a smile, she relaxed as Emily used her thumb to lightly stroke her cheek. "Do you think I have PTSD?" The brunette finally asked, anyone in law enforcement fears that diagnosis as it can cost them their jobs. "Yes I do but it's ok do you know why?" She told her in a soft voice, the brunette shook her head looking into her eyes. "Because I have it as well I have for many years since I was at Interpol. I still have my job and I will help you get through this. I will help you manage the symptoms I have to walk away from crime scenes for a reason, you may have to as well." Emily told her. "You do?" Sasha asked as she never really noticed it before "Yes I do, I try to hide symptoms when I can but why do you think I acted so quickly the first time you had a panic attack in my office?" Emily told her. "Because you knew what it was even when I tried to lie. That was dumb you are a profiler still" she confessed. Emily laughed softly "Yes I am but I didn't push it that day because you weren't ready to tell me" she told her. "And if Tara diagnoses me with PTSD you still want to marry me?" Sasha asked in a nervous tone. "Yes I do baby that isn't going to stop me from loving you or wanting to spend the rest of my life with you" Emily reassured her. Sasha kissed her softly "I love you too Emily Prentiss" she told her before kissing her again.