My Blue Stars-Rising Stars 1

0.Just a teenage

This story have self-hate,egoism,self-pity,gossip,bully,school issues,sibling issues.

But also have love,in another universe.

İ hope i will find you again,Dear.

-God...Are you sleeping again? I am sick of this bullshit! Go out,hurry up!

Again,again and again. I wasn't sleeping,sir. Just...Ah,nevermind.

Hello.My name is Jasmine.İ am 15 and İ am 9th grade.How nice,right? My grades? Hmm...So-so. But I have a big problem! You want to know? Well,i am a daydreamer.İt sounds so similar and every teenage has this problem. BUT. İt is so enjoyable and stress-out. What am İ doing while i dreaming? İ will go calmly to another world,i think it is similar to shifting, i guess. You will ask where is the problem. The problem is My teachers. Yes,like just happened. İ wasn't sleep but i look like i am sleeping. So they are shout at me and i go to discipline! İt is not nice,right? Other problems. My relationships. Well,i have friends but not best.İ have friends that i close,there is one-my seetmate Mary. She is such a sweet girl but she has a best friend,and you guys understand,i am not my best friend's best friend. Never. So i give up and found a friend in another world. Let's call İt reality,because there is my reality,i am happy when i am in there. İ love being alone or i just don't have a choice.  İ am alone because my character is not that well for them. I just can't show my real face. It is so hard to live with this face...my rest face is like "poker face". Then my eyes are scary. They are beautiful when i smile or i just need rais my eyerbrows all the time. 

İ am pretty but no boy says "i love you",

i have friends but no one says "you are my bestfriend", 

İ study but no one says "your my favorite student". 

İ guess,it is not my fault.

Then,my reality is so quiet than here. So i love there. My quiet and "happy" reality.