Thoughts

Emotionless

Ok so this is weird to think about from my perspective but
How do people perceive emotion? Why do they feel disgusted, flustered and sad over everything? Why are people so impacted when someone dies?

For me it seems more like things happening rather than life changing moments

I feel always so empty and ... bad for others when I'm just standing around and acting like I feel something. Something from people leaving my life. Something from receiving or losing something precious. Anything really

I don't really feel the regret behind things like harming others or myself, I do those things for what I think is, fun. It's twisted to think of that as fun by others standards but its just normal for me

Even when I write this, it always feels like I'm making something up just so I'm not repeating the few things that I'm certain off

It feels weird