He is 36 and im 13

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i love Tom... but im not sure how much more i can take.. i really need your help guys. i asked him to leave me alone just for a week or 2 so i can think except he wont. i tried to  talk to my friends but he erased all my contacts. and i do not remember their numbers. he touched me again and im not so comfortable with it. i am 13.. just because he is older shouldn't mean that he gets to control me.. im starting to hate my body.. so i started cutting myself. it helps me cope. i just watched the blood as it dripped down my egs. they were not that deep. hope that i can get away