Six Strings and Sin

INFINITE LOOP 1.0

Okay whoever was in my head when I decided to get into my closet that morning and grab a leather skirt half way down my thighs and no fishnets or stockings to cover up, a long sleeved crop top and nothing else is at fault here, I mean I wasn't thinking straight, I wanted her to look at me one way or another, jeez the lengths I'm going just for her attention, look where its got me.

The smacks had made my skin so hot, I was breathing a little faster. then with an ease I couldn't even tell how, my kidnapper moves me rather how to say it, slides me from their shoulders oh so slowly, the sensation fucking amazing, down down chest to chest, so its a girl then, at the waist she holds me tighter squeezing some more then lets me down on my feet. I am breathless at this point, still not knowing who it is,

I feign a little anger and snap my head up to tell her off but I'm met with dark pools, eyes I think they are supposed to be eyes but these ones scream LUST. DESTRUCTION. DEATH. I am lost in those black-as a night- less sky- pits. unable to move my eyes. I doubt I'm even exhaling at this point. She takes a step forward, I automatically back up, then again and again and seeing she's not easing up, the back of my knees bump the edges of the bed then I am pushed back flat onto it. She makes quick work with the long wrist bands on her arms and ties my hands above me. Taking out a sharp jackknife, she rips open my crop top, the rest of it flapping to the sides like wings, Still holding my gaze she moves down hiking my skirt to my waist and ripping my panties off me, then my boots and socks and moves back up, nudging my thighs even wider, she settles between me.

Not speaking a word she lowers her head and her face is directly on my pussy she fucking inhales then if she could intensify the gaze she had on me i swear it she did, smirking then goes on sniper mode, cold silky wet tongue meets hot throbbing clit, woah, i throw my head back and moan out so loud. she goes at it for a while, each bite, flick, suck, pull, lick more intense than the previous, I'm writhing about and trying to undo my tied up hands to grab at her but she wants none of that still tonguing me down, her left hand goes up and grabs both my wrists in one grip tight. then her right goes down and teases my folds, without warning she has two fingers in me so fast and deep I don't know what position my body is in right now, I just know I almost flew off the bed, not knowing whether to hiss in pain or moan out in pleasure, but she doesn't stop after that invasion, she pistons in and out so fast rubbing my walls so deliciously painful I find myself screaming out

"Ooooh my fuuuuck,... fuck... oh goooood, don't... don't.. don't stop I'm cumming, I'm cumm–" Louder, I bet the whole floor heard me, but then she stops just as the telltale signs of tingles rapture throughout my body.

"Nooooo, where are you going? come back, please don't stop, I'm almost, finish me off, please I -..." Stopping midway, hair in my face, breathing like I ran a marathon, still tied up I flush so hard I can feel my skin steaming, I remember the stance I pulled while under Molly and this just seems like a damn repeat of it. "Noooooo" Tears streaming down my face, I look at her blurry figure as she opens the door.

"Let me see you try and run from me again" then the door slams shut, so hard, my heart shatters and then the floodgates break open and for close to six hours I cry non stop. My arms are getting numb and stiff so I try my best, untie myself, while at it I notice the bed is wet and a metallic scent still in the air. 'Shit she just took my virginity'.

Not bothering with food or anything else, too exhausted for my own good, I close my eyes laying in my bloody bedsheets and tear stains on my cheeks, sleeping with one though in my head.

I. AM .IN.DANGER.

The semester passed by fast no other incident happened, except now I was on high alert, always avoiding my room except for when its time to sleep, I mostly spent my day at the library if I didn't have class, I especially had a good hidden spot that no one would ever notice there was someone in there. Social media wasn't very forgiving. I was able to see almost all interactions the gang had. I could witness how different girls hang around L.K even on campus, guess the two time blondie wasn't the only one. I just couldn't get that girl out of my head. I didn't make friends that semester so I made myself a vow to at least find one and that will be joining a club, I'd have to run by the Deans to collect a guide of the different Clubs at campus. I haven't indulged in any parties so far, no drugs at all, just once in a while driving a good peaceful hour and a half into the next town, my new residence solo company. Cindy had tried and tried on numerous occasions to invite me but I stopped picking her calls altogether, I mean no one ever called me apart from my aunt reminding me that I'm to stay over for summer break that was beginning next week after finals got done yesterday, I couldn't wait to get the hell out of dodge. And not long after I was in my G Wagon, cruising down the highway towards the beach house my Aunt always vacationed at during summer, It took me 6 hours driving plus my car was very convenient I didn't want to get on a plane. Plus I enjoyed the scenery while driving.

I chose a more mellow playlist today and so far the weather was nice, the summer sun was just beginning to show itself and the traffic was basically minimal, lots of people had already travelled. I was the last to drive off of campus, I had stayed back to speak with the administrator for the dorm about my current housing arrangement. That day after my encounter with L.K I got online the next day and googled for housing units out of campus and in that same evening I was driving down to my new house, a 1 bedroom apartment, hidden so well you wouldn't know there was a building there, plus it was only one floor. I moved in that very night, and begun to make the place feel like home. I have been holed up there most of the time, if I wasn't at the library, lecture hall or the quaint little pub. I would drive to school handle my business and leave, I'd noticed a couple of times Cindy track me down the hallways but I always managed to dodge her. As much as it wasn't a very eventful end of semester it had its adrenaline rush points.

I got to St. Joseph Town by 7pm and was driving up the graveled driveway. My aunt is a very flashy person if I can say so, plus that doesn't even do her justice. I had called ahead and notified her of my arrival in the next 20 minutes and she was out at the front patio waiting, two glasses of white wine in each hand and was dressed from head to toe in nothing but a white Victorias' secret bikini, a sheer black robe, and blood red Louboutins. The woman was my Moms age, well older by two years she was fucking 37 for fuck sake, I say let her enjoy her damn self. I switched off the car not bothering to take my bags as yes you guessed right, she is always waited on,those services extending to me.

"Hi Mr & Mrs Cruz " I step out the car, waving to the two, just as my door is opened.

'Hi Princess" They both say.

"Oh stooooop " I say as I sashay towards my aunty.

I squeal and almost jump on her but remembered the wine glass in her hands. I take the one she puts infront of me, grinning with sparkly white teeth and red lipstick to match her damn shoes. I hug her tight and inhale her scent in to calm me down. I needed family warmth at this point.

"How was the drive?"

"Awesome as always, I like driving you know that"

"Of course, of course, come on in, we need to hurry if we are goin to catch it"

"Catch what?"

"Oh you know, the fun stuff"

"Aunty A what the hell, The stuff? what is the stuff" curiosity peaking my mind. She ushers me to my room where there is another bikini- Victorias' secret- on the bed for me

"Chop chop lassie, go ahead take a shower, put this on and meet me in the kitchen in 15, then I will hound you after I've had my snuggles in" I chuckle and work with the time frame.

I had a bloody red bikini and my aunt chose to put three options for me for footwear, sandals, boots or Louboutins like herself. I shake my head and pick the boots, it's just animal instinct, boots are like a mating call to me. I chuckle to myself at that thought.

I shimmy in my ensemble and put on light make up, grab my phone and out the door, I doubt we will drive to the beach its literally a half kilometer from her house. getting to the kitchen she is refilling my flute again and hands it to me, Grabs two bottles of chardonnay. She likes to switch flavors around, we started with sweet now this one is dry.

"There'll be alcohol where we are going, so make room for more and food as well and drugs. " My aunt puts a hand on my shoulder.

"Should I tell Mom on you?" I tease her.

"Oh hush you...now then behold, it is nigh' we nobles must go mingle with common folk full of promises of a fun filled night, comrade let us be gone anon"

I was cackling almost on the floor spilling my wine on the carpeted floor, my aunt sure is a funny character. it must run in the family just skipped me.

We hold hands and walk ahead giggling and conversing randomly. We get to the beach and woah, is this what she meant when she said fun stuff? because lo and behold indeed, the fucking summer has just begun and when people start noticing our arrival it seems my aunt is the life of the party and had just walked in.

The beach was almost too full but with room to breathe. To those who knew her and her them she would introduce me and before we left i had made some friends. amazing. We drunk, passed blunts, played games, stumbled around and rolled like fucking pandas downhill, built sand castles, kicked them down, puked our guts, ate grilled foods, drank more alcohol all while jamming to 2012 EDM music the Dj tonight had us listening to.

That night I slept quite peacefully, a smile on my drunken face no thoughts of anything whatsoever.