The birth of a new viewpoint....

Ch-1-"WHY WAS I BORN....?"

It's always the same routine for him

The same bruises decorate the little boy's body everyday....was it fair to even call him a little boy when he couldn't even have the childhood he oh so desired....not when his mind had reached beyond his age....the harsh splashes of glass had made him grow afraid to touch any liquor and even at the tender age of 18 the nightmares wouldn't stop for him....

The same curses thrown at his way as if he had wronged the world by being born itself...

all from that one person.....the person he called "uncle" the word now burned his tongue making it hard to even utter that bastards name...

"Why was i born again..." The boy thought sat on the delicate makeshift cushion laid on the floor..a thin blanket draped on it...probably not enough to get rid of the cold air....for now he was at peace in own personal chambers....well as long as his uncle wasn't here......it was too quite....so quite that the records started again........as he watched the motion of his life he couldn't help but mutter........

"Why didn't u take me with you..."

Why...

why...

why...

why...

why...

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"Why plotter.."

5:30 pm

'It was like any ordinary day my uncle had gone out drinking which i oh so am grateful of since there won't be any beating or glass bottles thrown at me.. seriously what does that hag even want with me he should have just thrown me away but my grades were too nice
tch....well who am I kidding i always bring everyone misfortune and roaming around the roads would probably have me work more....' the boy thought to himself walking on the the sideways of the footpath a dark cream coloured bag draped on his lith form...

'I have to take up more jobs to earn the cash for my new apartment....away from him.......'

'Lee soo hyuk and Choi jung soo should be waiting for me since our shift is about to start..I have to hurry' the boy sped up his pace at the thought of his two coworkers at his par time job...he had gotten to know them through an accident when there schedule has been swapped....but now it feels more like fate had always wanted them to be together...they were one of the only  beings that oh so cherished'

But even then i couldn't trust them.....not when I didn't deserve this....

I don't have anyone to rely on nor help me... because..

I Kim rok soo now only have myself to rely on..

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6:50 pm-

Kim rok soo :-

The subway bussled with loud noises as I got on it some school girls chatting and squealing on a side.....they were saying smt about alien stage...? Oh well whatever...

Luckily i found an empty seat and sat down on it.....there was an old woman and a little boy with a basket full of...bugs..?...right next next to me the old lady reminded me of someone.... I can't wait to get to my workplace so I can go to the cafeteria next to me and meet grandma kim...