Without her.
So I took a selfish turn
And left her instead.
I'm sorry dear love.
I wish I can't fear.
I wish I can hold you,
Love you,
Kiss you.
But I can't do that now
Can I?
I planned it all.
I planned how our lives
Should've been.
But I destroyed it.
I wrecked it all.
She was left clueless.
She was left on her own.
She started not knowing who
She can trust.
All because of me.
I told her,
I was just a bad influence on her.
She's got the light to fight the
Shadows so please stop
Pushing it away.
She deserves better.
She wanted me to be in her arms,
To be breathing again,
She wanted me to know that her
Love for me was real.
I'm sorry dear love.
But that cannot happen.
No matter how much I wish I can
Return her love but no.
It wasn't meant for me.
Please
Take it back.
I am not worth her love.
It wasn't her fault.
It was mine.
If only I didn't do that,
She wouldn't have been like this.
It pains me to see her hurt
Up here.
Crying and wasting her tears on
Someone like me.
But that did happen
didn't it?
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Dear Nobody | ✔
Short Story"He was my everything." The day he died was the day she lost her happiness. The pain, the sorrow, the misery was trapped inside of her. Finally letting go of her emotions, she wrote it all down in a thick and small black book. © 2015 Sofea Sayani
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