(Namgy was a big cry baby and cried every night but one night Thanos heard him crying and went over to him and wiped his tears and cuddled him till he slept and then went back to bed and Namgyu made him pinky promise not to tell)
-lights out-
Everyone was out they were all asleep except namgyu.he was silently crying in his bunk.he hid it well but secretly he was a massive cry baby and was also petrified in these games.he never wanted to admit it but he was.
Namgyu froze.
"What's wrong with you?"Thanos asks sleepily as he rubs his eyes.Thanos had just literally appeared."huh?n-nothing I don't know what you mean..."
Namgyu says trying to play off the fact he was just crying."you're a dumbass if you think I really can't see the tears coming down your cheeks."
Thanos says as he sits down next to namgyu and lies down under the thin blanket."now once again what's wrong." He repeated.
"Nothing...just.im scared...I really like being with you and I like actually being around people but people are dying and I'm so scared I'll be next...or worse..."Namgyu says as a tear escapes his eye."Worse?"Thanos repeats.
"Worse...I survive and you don't..."Namgyu says quietly as he started to ugly cry."Nam Su....I-"
"It's Namgyu..."Namgyu sniffles as he cries.
Thanos picked him up effortlessly and scooted into the middle of the bed placing Namgyu on his lap."sorry...Namgyu.We will get out.i...I know we will.Now stop crying and sleep..."
-thirty five minutes later-
"Your hair is pretty~" Namgyu giggles and thanos sighs.He tried getting Namgyu to calm down but it wasn't working so he gave him a pill."Yeah you've said...are you tired yet..?"
"Nooooo~when we get out together we should get more pills~"
"Yeah yeah we will."Thanos says as he starts to play with Namgyus hair.He braids it.Namgyu smiles and hums."pretty braid~!how'd you learn how to do it so perfectly~!" Namgyu asks.
"Well at my rap battles and my gigs my backup dancers would always teach me the choreography while we waited for our cues and they always complained about their hair getting in the way and one of them complained that they have to do everyone's hair for practice.And so I went home after the gig and I learned how to braid hair with my hair because I had longer hair at the time and then the next time we had a choreography practice I did every one of the girls hairs."Thanos explained smiling as he remembered the times when he had really connections with people.
"Youre amazing~that's my conclusions."
Namgyu says quietly."Heh...I like your hair...it feels soft even if we haven't washed it since the games began..."Thanos smiled and massaged Namgyus scalp.
Namgyu hums and leans into the touch.
-twenty minutes later-
"Thanos...?"Namgyu asks tiredly with his face buried in Thanos' chest.
"Mhm?"
"Can we cuddle..?just till I'm asleep...it's really cold and it's fine if not but uh I just enjoy being...never mind..." Namgyu cringes at himself and blushes while Thanos smirks.
"You enjoy physical touch...it's not embarrassing it's cute..and yeah why not.it is fucking freezing in here anyways."The truth was when he wasn't high he was a softie but he would never admit that because he was "cool" and "tough".
Thanos and Namgyu cuddle whilst thanos played with Namgyus hair.Namgyu was blushing but was so tired he just slowly drifted to sleep.
"Goodnight Thanos..."Namgyu smikes before he falls asleep.
"...Night."Thanos said sighing.He waits a good half an hour before getting up from behind Namgyu and kissing his forehead blushing at himself.Before leaving he stares at Namgyu and how namgyu is shivering and is just crawled up into a ball with his "stupid fucking sweater paws" that Thanos "can't stand" in front of his face.
Thanos reaches his bed and grabs his blanket as he does he remembers how namgyu was shivering and sighs.He quickly walks back over to Namgyus bed and places the blanket over him.
Once back at his bed he lays down and sleeps until...
-Light on-
Thanos groans he has barely two hours of sleep.he looks over to Namgyus bunk who was rubbing his eyes with his sweater paws.He then sees him look down at his blankets and sees that he has two and he looks confused until Thanos sees Namgyus eyes widening and he looks over at Thanos who was already looking back.
Thanos walks over to Namgyus bed.He sits next to Namgyu."Hi..."Thanos says.
"Please don't tell anyone-"Namgyu says quietly but quickly.
"Im not gonna tell anyone we cuddled-?"
"No I mean don't tell anyone I was crying.Tell anyone you want we were cuddling."Namgyu replied.Thanos smirked.
"You're such a cry baby..."
Namgyu frowns hearing this and he opens his mouth to speak and before he could Thanos says.
" It is cute though." Namgyu blushed intensely
"H-Huh-?Are you serious?Are you having a stroke?Should I go get someone?"Namgyu asks concerned.Namgyu grabs Thanos's face to see if he was warm and then looked at his eyes.
"I'm fine.Im not having a stroke-!is it that hard to believe I can be nice?"
"Well I know you can be nice I was more concerned because you called me cute!Even when you're not high I never would expect you to call anyone cute.especially not me..."Namgyu blushed.
"Well you are cute~All needy and wanting cuddles."He chuckled.Namgyu covers his face.
"It was a nice thing to do...how can I thank you...?"namgyu replies.
"Hmmm..A kiss."He smirks and grabs Namgyus thighs.
"W-what-!"Namgyu stutters as he blushes.
"Yes or no~"
"I-...Uh...Okay-!"
Thanos smirked and grabbed him by the collar and kissed him.He pushed him down to lay down and continued to kiss him.
"Hey Namgyu have you seen Thanos him and his blanket are missing-?Oh-yeah no you have...I knew you two were gay!"Semi says walking over with Minsu behind her.Thanos and Namgyu flinched and Thanos stepped back from Namgyu.
"Fuck off-"Thanos says.
"Are you two dating?"Semi smirks.
Namgyu looks up at Thanos and Thanos looks down at him.Namgyu nods slightly and Thanos then says.
"Yes we are but keep it a secret."
"I knew it-!" Minsu blurts out and Semi,Thanos and Namgyu look at him.
"S-sorry..."Minsu says and looks down at the floor.
"Is this why you guys were the last to leave that bathrooms yesterday-?"Semi asks and Namgyu blushes
"W-what no-!"Namgyu replies and thanos smirks
"Good idea..."Thanos mutters.
"Ew...Let's go Minsu..."Semi says grossed out.
After her and Minsu walk off Thanos smirks at Namgyu.
"We are both fucking in the bathrooms-!?"
Thanos kisses him.
"Not yet..."He mumbled quietly.
