blame the champagne || s. sallow one-shot

part 1: blame the champagne

"moot point when you've got a whole wingding for a marriage that hasn't even happened yet."

she rolled her eyes, a hint of exasperation creeping into her voice. "oh, hush. it wasn't my idea. if anything, i was against this whole thing but a husband's word is the law."

her words were casual enough, but there was something beneath them—a quiet fatalism that rang through her tone, as though she had long since stopped fighting against the roles others had set for her. it was so unlike her. the woman he had known would have never allowed herself to be so... tame. it made him wonder if, had she heard him say that, would she still have hexed him like how her normal reaction would have been?

she had always been a force in her own right—a woman who did things her way, consequences be damned. and for all his own reservations about this hector, sebastian couldn't deny there was a certain respect in the way she spoke of him. no, not respect—submission. it was the resignation of someone who had, for better or for worse (pun unintended), accepted their fate.

well, if it had been him—if he had been the one to give her that ring—things would have been different.

oh. there it was again—champagne clouding his judgement, making him think of what-ifs. but really, how much longer could he hold onto the intoxicating delusion that things could still be different? and most of all, how much longer can one blame the champagne?

sebastian set his glass down on the railing, the crystal making a sharp, definitive clink that cut through the silence. the sound seemed to echo, as though marking a turning point in the conversation, a shift in the air between them.

"i ought to warn hector," he said, the playful edge to his voice sharpening in the thick air. "you can be quite scary when things don't go your way. i remember once, ominis asked you to stop breaking and entering into random homes, and what did you do? used a very advanced locking charm to lock him out of his own apartment. took him days to get back inside. perhaps i should share that delightful story with your fiancée."

her eyes narrowed slightly, but the smile that tugged at her lips betrayed a knowing amusement. "oh, i'm sure hector would enjoy that just as much as he'd enjoy the scolding he'd give me after," she said, her voice smooth but tinged with something heavier. "he's a man of strong opinions—loves to hold court on matters of... propriety. and best believe, he doesn't sway easily."

"ah, but you forget my irresistible charm. you were the most relentless person i know, and it worked on you, didn't it?"

"more like it wore me down."

"same thing."

she laughed. actually, more like guffawed. the sound bubbled up from her chest and filled the space between them, louder and freer than he'd heard in ages.

for a moment, everything seemed to fall away—the lingering heartbreak of their separation, the party, the expectations, the wretchedness of it all. they were just two people, lost in the simplicity of shared history, the ease of old comfort.

her shoulder brushed his, the smallest of touches. sebastian hadn't even realized how close they'd gotten, how their space had slowly shrunk until they were practically leaning into each other. he could feel the warmth of her next to him, the quiet rhythm of her breathing.

it made his head spin and he didn't know what to blame this time. was it the champagne he'd been nursing all night? or perhaps the party had made him stir crazy? maybe he's gotten a cold from all this biting air? all he knew was that if she were any closer, he would surely die. but in that same breath, he didn't want it to stop. he didn't want the dizzying rush of this feeling to end. to be this close to her, so near, so... alive—if this was what death felt like, he would die happy. hell, he'd beg for it.