Thanos x reader

Intro/background

(Author: hiii guyssss!! It's been soooo long since I wrote my last story. I am really in love with this silly little guy so I decided to write another story, but I might be a little rusty with my writing skills and I might misspell some stuff so, I'm sorry for that but I hope you enjoy!!)

WARNING: this story will contain spoilers, mature language and content, $ui€id@l thoughts, and $elf h@rm. if any of this makes you uncomfortable or triggers you in anyway please don't read or feel free to skip over it

Also, I apologize if the $ui€id@l thoughts and $elf h@rm parts are vague or badly written. That is something I personally have been struggling with for a really long time now. I'm doing better now but I don't want anything to trigger me while I am writing so I will be stopping at my limits. Also, when I said "sh" or "horrible thoughts" I am referring to $elf h@arm and $ui€id@l thoughts. I do not know if I can uncensor them so just to stay safe I will be using those words instead so I don't have to spend like 3 mins js typing one word lol. I hope you enjoy the story tho! <3

No ones pov:

Y/n l/n...how to describe y/n l/n....well let's start off with her background and her life. First off, her father is an alcoholic, her mother is addicted to drugs and abusing substances. She is an only child to parents who should be divorced but can't afford to do the paperwork so they just stayed together. Her parents would always fight, getting so bad that it would sometimes result in violence. Y/n grew up seeing her father cheat on her mother, her mother cheat on her father, and her father abusing her mother physically. But he wouldn't just abuse her mother, y/n's father would also abuse her when he was drunk, as well as her mother would abuse her when she was high on pills and drugs. Due to her broken home, she grew to have depression, really bad and high anxiety, and horrible thoughts, which often resulted in panic and anxiety attacks and $elf h@rm, using a knife she had hidden in her room to cut her biceps so that she could hide the scars with her t-shirt sleeves

Y/n was always smart and kind but unfortunately, her sassiness, sarcasm, and smart ass mouth has always gotten her in trouble. She wasn't afraid to stand up for herself and fight back, which sometimes wouldn't go so well for her.

However, even with her smart mouth, when she was an adult she managed to get a job that paid a decent amount and was able to live on her own. Unfortunately, she was still dealing with depression and sh. She always felt guilty for leaving her parents so she still kept in touch with them. She would give them money for food and rent whenever they needed it, and would try to help them get sober. However, what she didn't know was that they both would steal her money from her bank account and use it to pay for her father's beers and her mother's drugs. They used up all the money y/n had worked so hard for to pay for stupid drugs so they could stay high and drunk. She only found this out when she was buying groceries for her own apartment and her card had declined. When she confronted her parents about it, they got angry at her for not having enough money for them. For not being able to pay for their beer and pills. And that was the last straw for y/n.

After that, she stopped keeping in touch with her parents, cutting off all contact with them. Eventually, her debt piled up, she lost her job, and her depression spiraled. Now, she was sitting on a bench, waiting for the train to arrive. She thought about jumping in front of it when it gets here. About ending it all. A memory flashes her mind. One of her, gi-hun, and Jung-bae hanging out and getting drinks. The two men were older than her but they were still good friends. She met them when they saved her from some creep who was following her around in the street, and they became friends ever since. She hasn't heard from them in a while, the last hangout she remembers was about 3 almost 4 years ago. Those were good times. She wishes she could go back but she doesn't see anything getting better ever. It's better to just end it...leave it all behind...no one would miss her right? But before she could think about it anymore a random man approaches her...