This book contains self harm, depression, suicide, pain, swearing, bullying and harassment, spoilers for Giyuu's past and basically your typical Giyuu fanfic angst. It's also going to have some spicy bits, but probably no smut.
It also contains Rengiyuu (Giyuu x Kyojuro)
I wrote most of the angst at 2 am while being in a not good space, so hopefully it isn't shit.
If something doesn't make sense or if my spelling is fucked up just tell me.
Use of slurs or calling someone a furry, whether it's a character or another person, will get your comment deleted. If it happens more than once, you will get blocked. No exceptions.
Please refrain from making jokes about Kyojuro dying, becoming a doughnut, or anything else of that nature.
This book also may contain other ships (if I feel like writing them), such as InoTan, ShinObaMitsu (I didn't intend to include it, it just sorta happened), GenMui, KanaAoi (Kanao x Aoi), and mentions of SabiGiyuu. There might also be other ships. If there's any ships you do NOT want to see (or really love as long as the characters aren't already in a ship), comment here. I won't be doing any ships that aren't legal (like child x adult).
Big thank you to @Ana868011 and @CinaAppledesu for helping me with checking the grammar and making suggestions for little changes! And a thanks to my IRL friend, Milo, for helping me with writing my first ever kiss scene, since he has experience and I don't (he doesn't have a wattpad account because his parents are even more strict about online stuff than mine are).
The biggest thank you, of course, goes out to my twin sister, @notevenme77 , for reading through paragraph about character she's never heard of, encouraging me, and giving up some of our time to talk at night so I could write this. And for being there for me when I was in the not-so-good headspace that started this whole thing.
Originally this was gonna be a very short story where Giyuu succeeded and it was the Hashira reacting to finding out. But then the ideas just kept flowing, and now I have about 12 chapters written at the time of publishing the first part. Some of the chapters are very short, but there's some things that just don't need more words to say the things I want to say.
Started: idk like December 28th 2024 or something
First chapter published: January 6th 2025
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To Be Held Again
FanfictionWhen Giyuu tries to kill himself, the other Hashira find him unconscious. Now, staying by his side every moment of the day, Kyojuro realizes with the help of Mitsuri that he has a crush on him. This is mostly angst with some fluff mixed in, make sur...
