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Perth~

It's almost new year and I have not meet  Dua from last last month . U can't believe
Dua is my first girlfriend and we have been dating for almost one year .
It feels so nice to love someone and from the time  we have been physical it becomes more hard to live without seeing her
It has been hours  since I send my message to her .let me check if  there is any reply
Not yet ...I mumble
But suddenly my face glows up
But not for long time she said she couldn't make it but why ? I sighed
But what can be except to date a nerdy girl
But lately she has been ignoring me atleast that's what I feel
But still maybe I am hallucinating .
She can be  actually busy to meet
I am also Dua's first boyfriend
I feel so happy to think when we first kiss and how it's make me so happy when she told me it's my first kiss

Let me see if Sid is free
I texted, let's hit the gym
Sid is my best friend from last 14 years we literally grow together
But since he is in relationship from last month he is also ditching me a lot but it makes sense since he got her long awaited crush as her girlfriend
He replied sorry Perth I am a lil busy
Well ...I sighed
It's okay let's do it another time but you dare to ditch me next time
He laughed and said OK for sure next time
Bye
Bye

Perth can you bring these medicines - mom

Yeah mom and I took the leaflet and moved my car to the drug store

I give the leaflet to the pharmacist and he  start gathering the medicines

Dua yeah her name is Dua
She is fucking hot ...she is such a whore
She let me take a glance of her fucking hot body ....some boys were gossiping near me

I try to avoid but I can't..no way that's my baby girl Dua
She is so innocent but curiosity takes me near to them to listen carefully

Wow she has such a blonde hair
Are they natural ?not sure maybe she highlights them

I widened my eyes no way my Dua also have blonde highlights

I can't stop myself and shouted on them who the hell are you talking about
And the boys were shocked and said who the hell are you
I said doesn't matter but about who you are talking
They say her name is Dua ca....something like that
No way ...I bring my brows  closer while shrinking
Dua's surname also starts with ca..
You guys are lying ...I shouted
They laugh and say why would we lie ?
I even have her pic .
And he brings his phone in front of me and see me a half naked pic of a girl .
It is Dua..I mumble with almost a teary drop fall from my left eyes
I pick the medicines and
I instantly leaves the store while slamming the door
I sit In my car for 10 minutes and thought what to do next
But I can't think straight
And I arrived home while rushing to mine room ,locked the door and hide myself in the covers.  
I open my phone and texted her
We are done .let's break up
And blocked her from everywhere.
I keep crying until I pass out
Why she lied to me it's not that I wouldn't accept her if  she told me truth..

Eat your dinner....honey ...mom called me
I clean my face and realize that it has been three hours since I passed out
And again Dua start to flashed in my eyes

Should I told Sid or not about her .I think no I shouldn't destroy his holidays with her girlfriend
Actually her girlfriend name is alica
She's pretty cool . I meet her once she was pretty chill except the way she is moody and smokes a lot .
I couldn't believe that's how my year is ending . Why I loved her but no...not  now, I Don't love her ...I deserve better! yeah I do .
Just a little more time and everything would be okay
But now I am no more excited to the new year  ...I mumble
But how am I going to tell my parents now
I mean they now that I am dating her and she has been to my house twice .and I also got there permission to spend my new year with her but fuck she messed up everything.
After the lunch I come back to my room

Damn who is calling me now I just want some alone time . Why everyone making it more difficult to me

Hlo

Hye
Oh hye Sid
How are you.
I am good . I just want to ask if you want to come with us at new year party.

Damn new year party .I guess it would help me to kill my time and loneliness, also I don't have to answer my parents to being alone not with that cheater Dua..I thought in my mind 
 

Well so where you guys going.

So it's just a small party hosting by Ruston
So it's actually Alica's friend Ruston house where we would go ..he answered

So who else is coming
Since I am broken I don't want to be with lots of strangers
Least the best

Well it's just me , alica ,Ruston and some of other friends

Is alica okay if I come

Yeah she asked me to invite any of mine friend since you already meet her so it would be okay

And what about Ruston if he is OK to a stranger to come at his house

Yeh he is pretty cool guy so no worries

Okay then send me location and time  I would join you
Maybe I would also get any hot chick...I sighed and mumbled

Okay cool dude
See yaa at the party 
Bye

Yeah see yaa
Bye

I can't believe I am going to the party
Maybe it would help me to forget that . ...
I can't even curse her that's not my mom taught me

Sid texted me location and time
I hope that Ruston  would be a pretty cool guy to chill I don't want to be bored there because I know Sid  is going to stuck with alica all the time

I took a shower and arrived the location and start searching for Sid and Alica ,
I noticed them and waved at them ,

Hye Sid

Hye

Where is alica...

Ohh she is already there I was waiting for you .
Oh thanks
Let's go .I am freezing.

Yea me too

And we climed the stairs

A/N
Well poor Perth, he got heartbroken just before the new year
But thx God he is going to the party
He really have nice best friend tho