'~^*-_That Mockery of a Gød_-*^~'

She Doesn't Exist Yet

Before i start this, just incase you didnt read the description, this book as events that are real, based off of my true life, parts in this book explains how my OC was created, in order to tell the difference from Rain and me, Rain is my OC named after me, so Rain is my OC, I will be called Cherry as a synonym for my name so you can understand who is who, if this was an animated series though they would be called the same thing :sob: btw Cherry (me/Rain) has all these events, this whole chapter is based off REAL events

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Texas, Odessa, 4th grade.

Cherry was on the bus, next to her friend Kolade. They were going home from school, Cherry always had a motivation for art all the time! "Ugh.. I really don't know what to draw..." Cherry said unamused and bored.

"Got any ideas?" She asked, looking over at Kolade who was on his phone.

"Uhh... Draw yourself I guess?" Kolade shrugged as he continued playing a dinosaur horror game.

Cherry went with it, she always had messy hair for never brushing it, giving her drawing messy long brown hair. She was never good at drawing eyes, she only took eyes from a game she is always obsessed with, Gacha Life, giving her drawing brown eyes. At the time cherry was wearing an orange T-shirt, so she added that along with blue jeans and black shoes.

"This looks so.. Uncreative..." Cherry said, still unamused with the drawing. Kolade shrugged again as he sighed from dying in the game he was playing on his phone.

"Well... You usually wear emo looks with your black outfits with those chain boots, so why don't you add that instead?" Kolade insisted. Cherry looked at her drawing and shrugged.

"Nahh... Too lazy to do all of that," she said, putting her stuff up as the two kids where heading to their stop.

Cherry always gets off and walks home with her brother, the siblings live in a big neighborhood, but their home wasn't far away. Their mom always works when they get home, as for their dad didn't have a job at the time, always tired.

Cherry wasn't alone with her brother all the time, she had her other best friend, Izabella! They have known each other since 3rd grade, always laughing their asses off about random things. By the time Cherry and her brother got home, Cherry went to her room and hopped onto her Xbox. She never had a life, she never thought about it, that's all she does. Get home and hop on Xbox, being lazy.

She never thought about it that way until 6th grade, though in 4th grade, you're still a kid, you never understand things sometimes, and you would never understand what it is. You can't tell what is right and what is wrong, but you will always feel guilty, and that's what hurts.

"HAH! YOU SUCK SO BAD AT THIS GAME! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BETTER THAN YOU!" Cherry yelled into her mic, making fun of someone else for losing against her in a game, she never knew it was toxic and mean, she was young, but till 7th grade she still feels horrible about it.

Cherry's mother walks in, "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING TALKING TO ONLINE STRANGERS!?" Cherry's mother yelled, Cherry quickly muting her mic.

"I'M NOT! PLUS HE'S A KID! NOT SOME CREEPY OLD MAN!" Cherry yelled back, dumbass kid got grounded. See kids? This is why you don't do drugs! ...I'm kidding, I have never done that in my life! And hopefully I never will!

Cherry's only thing to keep her entertained was her sketch book now, she already had OC's and was making a comic, but she didn't want to finish that! She looks at her drawing she drew of herself, she always thought she was the main character in 4th grade at the time, so why not draw her anger with her powerful OC's behind her, protecting her... Yes... I actually drew this...

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OKAY OKAY OKAY  whatever Cherry does in this chapter is what i ACTUALLY DID btw, so yeah, have fun seeing was i did in 4th grade :.3

also I will post the drawings that was my old art style in a second! ever want my discord? N3v3rSt0pY4pp1ng is my username!