Always you a Nick Robinson fanfict

Im here for you

Big girls don't cry fergie
The heart wants what it wants selena Gomez
Stolen dance milky chance
Sledgehammer fifth harmony
Wild heart the vamps
Right where you are jack and jack
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Cigarettes Nick smoke
-do you smoke- I ask
-mm yeah I'm sorry am is a bad moment right-
-no is just that..forget it-
-no no please tell me-
-I hate cigarettes because they make so much things to you, my grandpa us to smoke and he dies from cancer and is just that I don't want-I look down- I don't want that to happen to you it would be horrible to me is just that I have been so depressed lately I'm sorry I shouldn't have bring that up I'm so sorry-
-no it's fine is just that they distract me of things..... Jessy wha.. What is that on your wrist- i cover it again with my bracelet
-nothing omg look at the moon is beautiful-
-no I'm serious let me se now!- Nick grab my arm
-why! Jessy why!?? Why you do this to yourself you should stop you are perfect and beautiful There's no need to do that please promise me that you would stop please!?-I was crying
-I promise- and then Nick kiss my cheek
-do you wanna go know- Nick ask
-yeah let's go-
We get in the car and he drive me home we arrived at my house and he opened my door
-thanks for everything Nick It was great-
-no problem shorti- Nick say messing my hair and then he gives me a kid on the cheek ageing ahhh!! It's okay since I don't kiss at first dates
-I see you tomorrow?-
-yeah of course- I say
-bye shorti-
-bye ugly- I say laughing

When I get in I didn't see my family probably they are out yeah they are they left a note I went to sleep.

I wake up in the middle of the night and went running down stairs and into the freezer and grab a lot of food and eat it like crazy and then I run upstairs and went to the bathroom and I make myself trow up but I heard a knock on my window I run and It was nothing I get back to the bathroom and see me on the mirror and a billion of things get in my mind

You are ugly, fat,horrible,kill your self,look at that horrible girl,she have no form,she looks like a big elephant

I star throwing up again and I cry.
-stop you are beautiful- i heard someone

Omg I'm thinking on eliminating this,this sucks