Short Snippets of things I've written :)

Part 3 ♫

A/N: This ones a little short, just thought I should post a little something. This one isn't as good as the others, just something I wrote randomly during English class <33

A steadiness grows in my stomach, the once soft butterflies growing into a deep tornado, one that could destroy a forest in one fowl sweep. I take a deep breath and try to focus on a single thing, the hem of my jeans. I pick at them, running my hands down the harsh bumps of the rough fabric. This conversation was not one I was ready to have, not one I was prepared to talk about. I hadn't planned the careful words that would come out softly, but instead they come out in loud blurts that are abrupt. A flood of tears wait to be let out behind my dry eyes, but I will them down. I have to. I don't want you to witness what I have to endure most nights. Don't want you to see just how many things in my life have gone wrong. You deserve better than me, and I'm aware of this. Most nights I spend trying to quiet my cries as my pillow dampens from my salty tears, and others I'm happy and grateful for all this world has to offer. Those happy nights are lessening. I believe that soon every night will bring dampened pillows and quiet wails. I'm scared of this day, for once it comes I may never see what wonders the world holds, and soon everything will become sour.

Have a good day, thanks for reading <333