CHAPTER 11 WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?

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MICHAEL'S POV

What am I going to do? I just keep asking myself. I have hurt my mate so much. I didn't find her in time and now she is married. The mating bond is drawing on her. I could smell her arousal as she was telling me off and in truth that just turned me on but I could not act on it. That would be just wrong. I mean I know we are meant to be together but she is married and has a family. I also know that he will die young.

If I don't keep a tight reign on myself especially when I have to view her and Lewis' love making I will be in serious trouble. Liam has told me that for us to complete our mission or destiny that we must remain pure of heart. The easiest way for the evil one to get his claws in us will be through our sexual desires.

I put both of us in this situation because I literally had thousands of chances to meet her and on many of those occasions I basically refused to meet her because she was human. My sister practically told me she was my mate without breaking the rules governing her special gift. I was just too stubborn to listen. Why? Because I thought she was human. Augh!

Her smell is so ... wait a minute ... her smell is the reason I always like to go to my sister's apartment when she was in college and then when I would come home from a trip of looking for my mate. Dang I am so dumb. That smell would always give me a sense of comfort when I would visit Mary and then my wolf would get agitated the closer it was to the time she was due home. Liam could sense that she was coming and my stupid brain would think I needed to go because I knew my wolf mate was close and I needed to look for her not wait around to meet some human. I remember Mary begging me to stay and just meet her roommate, 'just meet her please', and then 'you will never regret taking the time to meet her' she would say. I don't know why I didn't see it. She did everything but say 'you stupid mutt she is your mate,' which is the one thing she couldn't say. I AM SO SORRY MARY.

I need to figure out what I can do now. Some way I have to be a part of her life and not take her. I have to ensure her safety at all times. I know I have talked with dad about this but now knowing she is a Royal Wolf but yet not I guess I will need to talk with Bill and his dad. I also need to finish my talk with them and find out whatever it is that King David brought me here for.

No time like the present to go ahead and set up the meeting or at least let Bill know I am ready.

Bill I mind link to him I need to talk with you.

Is something wrong Michael? He answers back.

No there is nothing wrong! I'M JUST LIVING IN HELL!!!!

Hahahha, is that all. He said laughing back at me. It can't be that bad, still laughing

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